i miss you alot. i wish i can turn back time, but i cant.. i doubt fate will help me.. so i can only sit and glare from a distance far away from me..
Sweet loving escape.
8:47 PM
weeeeee~ our school got 3rd for the finals!!!!
wee~ went to watch the finals yesterday. so exciting!after that went monks.. it was boring at 1st, coz the songs totally suck.. was so supposed to be home like EARLY yesterday.. but i stayed on till the last song and all.. but the rnb part rocks! its the last time i am going to monks until my Ns. sheesh, this happens to be like thousands of years later.. never mind, just have to really study hard for my exams.. after monks, i went to to makan, then stayed out with the merlion.. then reached home only at 8.30,i swear my parents are all on a verge of killing me.. sigh, then went out to meet mr tan and the rest coz he treated all of us to marche.. ate till i wanted to die, then came home.. came home and fell asleep again..then when i woke up, it was like already 9 plus? such a pig huh? hahha.. then replied kane and all..
called poh and chit chat.. ate my dinner.. sheesh..
Sweet loving escape.
2:04 AM
here smth for ya Debs.
a bimbo put a coin into da coke machine.
after da drink come out,
she put another coin..
and another and another and another...bla bla bla
she ran outta coins..
went to da nearest bank
changed a bag full of coins.
went back to da machine
continue feedin da machine with coins
A man frm behind was curious
he asked:
"Wad are u doin?"
da blonde reply:
"CANT U SEE? I'M WINNING!!!"
da man fainted.
Debs... tt blonde is SO u!
haha..
and once again.
CAN I PLS POKE YOUR FACE!?!?!?!?!?
Sweet loving escape.
1:46 AM
Friday, June 27, 2003
wee!! in topshop now? haha!! so bored alright? waiting for the time to be right to go over to watch the competition? haha! alone now.. and the keyboard here sucks! haha! gosh gosh!so bored! so loner.. haha! going over to monks later to pass lex her birthday present.. hahah.. so sweet of me right?? haha! wee!! bought her a shirt, card and.. CONDOM!!! hahahah!!! ladida! k..i am insane! haha! need a smoke.. -zao-!
Sweet loving escape.
6:27 PM
wee~ going to watch the competition later!! hope it would be fruitfuL! hahah.. ladida! maybe after com will be going monks to enjoy my last week of the hols. haha.. last friday of the hols. sigh.. not done with all my homework yet. dont know how am i going to die. hahha.. sigh, never mind.. weeee~ hope i enjoy myself today!!!!
Sweet loving escape.
1:31 PM
took the new mrt today! weee!! hmm, went sentosa this morning! haha.. not much sun.. luckily/. haha! played with the water.. hahh.. it was clean at first, but i dont know why.. it became so dirty in the end. hahha.. so i went out.. msg-ed people for a while, then went back into the water. it started drizzling shortly after that. so went off to clean up, went to eat lunch at siloso. then make our way to clay's house for bbq.
THEY FUCKING HELL THREW ME DOWN 2 TIMES!
came home all wet.. haha. going to see dance com tmL! wee! so excited! maybe going down monks. i dont know leh.. no cash.. sucks. but its the last week of the hols! how can i not go!! hahha! never mind. shall see how it goes.. :)
i am starting to get over you, falling for another.
please stop peeling skin! its enough! :(
Sweet loving escape.
2:09 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2003
hahah! in poh's house now.. hahha! suppose to be doing my homework! *feels guai* hahah! sigh.. so tired.. hmm.. sigh sigh sigh! hahah.. i want to be a ............. but no assets to do so! argh! so irritating! haha.. gosh gosh! i am totally insane! hahah.. freaks out! just so deprived of sleep! all thanks to CLAYTON KUOK!!!! argh! so fussy! make me change and change and change! hahah!!! cant even call me a simple thing i ask her to call! what a retard! hahah! gosh! i am blogging too much about clay! hahaha.. ting tong... but sigh.. she is really insane.. hahah! shall invade later! haha.. but not so free.. see later tonight see if i want to invade.. hahah.. shall end here!
Sweet loving escape.
6:40 PM
CLAY IS HERE! (hw do i make da bloody words fly?!)
ok..
anywae.
i'm invading. (duh!)
erm..
am i doin da rite ting??
alrites. i know.
i'm an i d i o t HeHe..
i'm hooKed now.
Cant STOP TYPING!
ARGH!
i feel so dumb.
I've got no idea bout every single ting here.
TEACH ME!
hmmm... i'm done.
Tonite..
u betta be online.
AND TEACH ME!
DEAL?!
ANGEL PRINCESSSSSSS ZEBRA!
-LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL- ok..
i'm done.
shall invade POH's BLOG NOW!
-Evil laughter-
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
-Clay-
Sweet loving escape.
12:52 PM
wee... going out for breakfast.. going to meet clay and cal! hahah.. didnt even sleep a wink last night.. was helping clay with her blog. .stupid girl so fussy.. hahaha.. my parents think that i am mad.. hahah.. gosh! hahaha.. too bad! hahaha!
Sweet loving escape.
7:10 AM
[Clayeee] angel princess, dont call me that please
weee!!! she made my day! hahahaha
Sweet loving escape.
2:24 AM
i confess something to you ok?
erm.
ok
i like you.. ever since the week before last..
and i was talking about you in my blog
!
and den
and then..
i knew that nothing is going to come out from this.
uh huh. den?
then.. but sometimes.. its not just i want to get over this person and i will get over her?
me?
you.. my ex-es..
and i got over my ex coz of you..
erm.
ok.. thank me
=)
whao.
thank you.
ok. no likn. continue
link
cont?
i tried to use jacob to get over you.
?
uh huh.. and den
tried to tell you i'm over you to get over you.
but..
ya..
cant.. mission failed
how come?
whao, i would like to know how come too..
= did i really cuz such a impact on ya?!
hmm.. ask yourself that.
its not just a one night impact.
den?
its like a whole week's impact?
... but it's one week
one week.. 7 days.. 1 day 24 hour.. 3600 mins..
uh huh..
hahah
ok
i'm crapping
and den?
stop and den-ing.
no more and dens.
its the end
Sweet loving escape.
12:56 AM
gosh.. i cant believe all these are happening.. i wish all those sms days would be back.. i wish you would be there to cheat my feelings.. cont. letting me live in my dreamland.. but.. i've got knocked down back into reality.. with your strong push.. i am back in reality with a broken heart. a heart broken by you.. i love you too much to hate you..
Sweet loving escape.
12:32 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
weeeee................ going to be single by tonight!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... FREEDOM!!!!
Sweet loving escape.
3:34 PM
hmm... rotting at home.. maureen just told me she got a chalet on friday? hahha.. guess would go the maureen one.. sigh sigh.. i miss her alot.. but.. =\ i dont think she loves me.. i dont even think she likes me.. i think that we are together coz of peer presure. sigh.. maybe i should break? i dont know.. see how la... =\
Sweet loving escape.
3:12 PM
Monday, June 23, 2003
she is so cute, but i cant the best out of the 2 worlds
Sweet loving escape.
8:20 PM
jacob just left my house.. my mother just came back.. *phew* received hell from my parents this morning at around 2 plus.. saying jacob so later still come and blah blah blah.. sigh.. i seriously am so confused right now.. =\ i dont know what to do.. i dont wish to get hurt.. neither do i wish to hurt anyone.. going to meet poh to update her on lots of things.. think she is going to get a shock.. a great one.. hahha.. going to meet poh to meet calvin, cal and i dont know who? hahha.. sigh la.. jacob isnt on good terms with clay.. disgusted of cal. hahha.. so hard for me to zuo ren. hahah.. i dont know.. hell! i thought that they were friends? why must all these happen? i dont know.. i feel that i have a soft spot for alot of people.. what should i do? i am so depressed..
Sweet loving escape.
5:31 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2003
hmm.. went out to meet my darling today.. hahha.. went to have tea with her family.. so freaking paisae i tell you.. hahah.. then wanted to watch ju-on with her.. but in the end dont have? hahah.. went to heerens to take neoprint with her.. then went to buy somemore fag.. then went to fag.. later on.. went to woodlands to meet lex and all.. then lex, dear and i went back to town to meet lex's stead.. went on a double date.. hahha.. then went to walk around.. went to taka lib to rot.. then i came home.. haha.. sigh.. miss her.. =\.. shit.. its just 2 hours plus and i am missing her already.. gosh.. partner just told me not to be too serious in her.. sigh.. never mind. i wont be.. =)
hmm.. went monks last night.. it was torturing at 1st.. coz saw things that i dont want to see.. but later on the night was nice.. hahah.. only people who were there would know.. guess that i will stick to her already.. then again.. i am not sure.. hahaha.. never mind.. see how! haha! feel like going monks next week.. hmm.. not sure.. i think i am so mad. .going monks like everyweek.. haha.. but must see who to go with 1st.. hahah! went over to a chalet after monks.. reached home at 11 plus this morning.. and my father didnt know i went chalet? haha. thought i went clubbing until dont come home. .hahha.. called me at 9 plus in the morning to chase me? hahha. luckily i was like on my way home already.. hahha.. reached home.. bathed.. knocked out.. then went for tuition.. came back.. ate dinner.. then went to sleep? hahah.. sound like a real pig! haha! while sleeping halfway.. then ian called me. .asked me to go down to talk and rot. hahah.. was suppose to be down at 9.15. so i still had some time for me to sleep.. then poh called me.. haha.. asked me to go meet her? hhaha.. felt so wanted.. hahha.. so went over to meet ian and all 1st.. then went over to meet poh.. hahha.. then took cab home.. hahah.. thats my day.. sounds boring.. but i enjoyed it.. =)
Sweet loving escape.
11:16 PM
Friday, June 20, 2003
wow wow wow!!! going monks later!! going with my partner!! so longgg never go out with her already!! miss her so much!! hahah!!! so exciting!! meeting her at 5.. let me think.. what should i do at monks.. going monks early today.. want to go try out the free flow.. but seriously have got no idea what all these is about.. haha.. gosh! freezing now.. my burns all so pain! couldnt sleep the wholenight! hahaha.. my face is all so cry.. but cannot find my moisturer.. hahha.. i think i am going to peel.. hopefully peel after tonight!! hahah!! sigh.. i think i am too hyper for the morning! hahhaha!! i am mad!! harobed_ is mad!
Sweet loving escape.
12:02 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2003
hmm.. went to the beach today.. saw tons of people.. sae a argh person too.. yeeks! spoil my mood.. hahah.. but i am all burnt now.. going monks tml! yeah!! hahah.. sentosa was nice! hahha.. the water so clean.. the sand so fine.. the toileT? haha.. longggg que! hahaha.. waiting for 45 mins to go in? thanks a million man.. hahhaha.. went town to makan.. haha.. then went zara.. bought a tube there.. so cheap.. hahha.. oh! saw an aqua! hahha.. so tall.. hahha.. came home.. ouch! hahah!! my mother just hit my sunburn!! hahha!! paiN!!!
Sweet loving escape.
10:20 PM
gosh.. will this work right?? this is irritating me.. hahha.. going to sunset bay tml! hahah.. cant wait.. have been watching it on tv.. want to go there myself.. hahah..!
Sweet loving escape.
12:02 AM
THE ONE
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