It makes me wonder about how other girls get themselves into such a lovely trap of love. They get to spend LOADS of money and I mean loads. Somehow, I'm pretty jealous.. Not that I'm complaining about my current, but you know, somehow I'm a girl who likes to be pampered once in a while. He bought me this pouch to store my new phone. It is not expensive, but it's the thought that counts. (: Am I materialistic? I suppose everyone has this materialism genes in their blood. Oh well. He's off cycling from bedok and now he's at pungol. I turned down mahjong session with clay. poh and mor. I've decided to quit gambling. Since I'm losing so much at gambling, I see no point in trying to earn back my lose from my winnings. Ain't gonna happen. I'll just stick by my comfy corner at home and just grow fat. I feel like getting on a diet. However, daryl's such a great eater. Temptations are hard to resist. Oh well.
Sweet loving escape.
2:19 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
I've received one of my LONG AWAITED present! Finally and I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nokia N70. ((: I'm pretty tired but I think I'm going to wait for Daryl to watch his precious soccer and try to watch some lousy VCD to kill time.
I missed you. Miss me too. (:
Sweet loving escape.
11:26 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
MONEY MONEY MONEY
played mahjong over at Win's place last night or rather this morning. OH MY GOSH. I so need Win to have this IOU for me. Deborah officially QUIT gambling. AHHHHH. I have a total of SIXTY BUCKS in account. How is this poor girl going to pay her HUGE load of debts off? I willwork hard. Haha. Clay and I were the main losers last night. Haha! She started getting all worked up and somehow or another, Clay, Moreena and I belonged to a tribe. Our own TRIBE! Haha!! *Note: Win is the only sane one* Clay wore this beany and some HUGE necklace and loads of rings and blah to ward off the evil and gain herself luck. Haha! Please people, meet up (WITHOUT GAMBLING) soon. Just to chill would be GREATTTT!
It's CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!! Daryl's coming over to my place in about half an hours time and I have yet to get ready. Prepare to die Deborah! Haha. He's such a vain pot. I swear I think he was a girl in his previous life. Haha! Oh! I'm going to Church! Not sure which one at this point of time, but I'm sure I'm going there for the Mid-night mass. I've never tried this before and it sounds EXCITING! He's coming to pick me up for the first and the last time and I think he will have to wait for me to get ready and then I have to help him make his PRECIOUS hair, and "TADA!" we're off to go! We're going to meet our classmates at Acid bar first at about 8 plus then head to church then head BACK to acid bar to chill and blabber on.
I don't recall myself being so excited on any other Christmas. Just this one. I love my life.
Sweet loving escape.
5:24 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
first up, why is blogger in chinese? oh well. never mind. By the way, it's the 17th today! I'm finally eighteen. (: i returned my sister her ID and I can offically use my IC for not only MC16 shows! Haha! My birthday this year seemed to have quieten down a lot. No plans with my friends this year. I think if I'm not wrong, Clay's overseas. I guess I'll wait till Gwen comes back then I'll say "Canteen people! let's meet up!" Haha. I missed you guys! Wonder how have you guys been! By the way, The wish of getting a crumpler bag and a new phone is coming true. My sister and my bro are getting me the bag for my birthday and my mother the phone. I must pay my mother back though. AHH!! I can't wait to receive my presents!!! Yesterday, for the first time in my entire life, I managed to celebrate my birthday in class! Daryl was sweet and bought me a cake and had poor rei, who is sick, to bring it to school to celebrate my birthday for me! such a sweetie. Today, we went to have a feast at Bedok and I think I'm ready to explode. Haha! I was being a 'kaypo' and took up this filming shit as a favor for my friend and I dragged Daryl along. Haha. It's boring like SHIT! We're the actors by the way. Haha. My sister and cousin had this feast for me at home last night. To my dear classmates, I'm sorry I couldn't make it last night. We need to arrange another day when TY and chiseng comes back from holidays for another crazy night out! To my dear Maos, the holidays are here. So are our meeting days! To my classmates of '03-'05, looking forward to class reniuon! Christmas is coming and I'm booked on eve and on the actual day. This is a broke christmas. ):
Darling, thank you for everything that you have done this birthday. I loved it! (:
Sweet loving escape.
12:40 AM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
A smoke deprived, snack driven and a vcd marathon day. I went one full day without a smoke and I currently want one. I've been eating snacks almost the entire day and ever since 6.30pm, I've been running around Singapore looking for 'The Usual Suspects'. Before that, I was watching the WORST OF THE WORST show in my ENTIRE life. I was watching 'Citizen Kane', of which I slept during the show both times I watched the show. First in class and second last night. Tonight, I have to finish my 5 page review on both 'Citizen Kane' and 'The Usual Suspects'. Tomorrow, I have to study for my film test on Monday. I haven't been at work for one week now. I am dying. Getting broker(if there's such a word) by the minute, and due to my own laziness and the busy timetable in school, I am unable to go to work. Ugh. What lousy life I have. What poor life I have. I wouldn't let my kids in future, under no such circumstances that I will let my kids suffer a broke life. Unless of coz they misbehaved and that is a punishment. Haha. I think I have taken enough break for now. I need to get back to the horrible review. Bye all.
Sweet loving escape.
12:55 AM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
I just realized today that my boyfriend has the capability to look smart and handsome at the same time. (: HE attended a wedding dinner tonight and I met him after that. He's not dropped dead gorgeous, but he is gorgeous. My boyfriend. (: Oh well, anyway. Where are my friends?! Sigh. Maybe not where are my friends, but where have I been? I guess they are meeting up rather often but either I don't have the time or I don't have the cash. I don't get it. Why am I broke so fast and often!? I'm working but it seems like I don't get to enjoy to plus points of a employee. At least they are only broke by the end of the month. I'M BROKE BY THE BEGINNING OF THE MONTH! I think I need to desperately save money. UGH. Assignments due are coming soon. One essay by Wed. Booking out the camera on Monday, and due next week. Journals due by Friday. Letter due by Thursday. I haven't started on any. I think I'm pretty much screwed. I'm playing too much games and going out too much. I think I'll use tomorrow to stay home and catch up on my work. Irritating.
Missing you already. (:
Sweet loving escape.
4:50 AM
THE ONE
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