One whole week, full of ups and downs. - I've got hamsters as my early one year present and I've got her a watch. Yes, we have walked through really rough patch but hope all turns out well. So I WILL KILL ANYONE WHO TRIES TO RUIN US. I swear that I will go all out to ruin that person's life too. Yes. childish fuck. But I don't care. - One whole week and I worked one day. Of which that one day was about watching L word in office and heading out for lunch at Kane's for more than an hour. Haha. Kill me. Internship is going to be over in 2 weeks' time and I honestly can't wait. Though the report writing is turning me off, but I guess I'll have to do it. Oh wells. - Oh, have I mentioned how cute my hamsters are? I hope they mate. I pin all my hopes onto them. Please have sex and have babies. Haha! (: They're called chocolate and hazelnut. Common name, lame name, I don't care. They're my hamsters, kindna ours too. - I'm glad we sort out our demands and requests. I'm glad we walked through things. I will not tolerate anyone/anything else intruding our personal space. I want to feel special. I hate greedy people and I utterly hate backstabbing shit. (: Love you.
Sweet loving escape.
1:26 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
So it has been. I've been on this emotional roller coaster. It goes up and down so fast I feel sick. I feel sick of everything that is happening around. I feel like vomiting at the thought of it. I feel as though I'm turning pale and green all because of this SHIT COASTER RIDE.
FUCK!
Sweet loving escape.
12:19 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Kayne's sleepover Part 2a brighter girl
She was trying to cover her fats.
her ancient fan. I like.
yet once again, covering fats.
I think i really like this picture. Ooohh.. I like black and white.
So here goes. The picture for the sleep over. I uploaded a total of 150 pictures on my com. So i think I'll post up other pictures another day. (: I think I would. omg. It's just 1 hour 20 mins away from my end of work. I think I might want to head off from work earlier because I'm catching a show with AJ at The Cathay. I know it has been opened for a long time now, but I haven't been there. Maybe I'll like there. Away from the usual Cathay. Haha. But sat I'm going to be there again. Haha. No diff. (:
Sweet loving escape.
5:27 PM
As promise, presenting the pictures at the sleep over at Kayne's. (:
The most ah pek girl.
I'm sorry but you have to tilt your head a little
(:
what's a sleepover with a camera without some cam whoring. (:
my girl.
Sweet loving escape.
5:09 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I feel angry. Today's the second time I tried to switched over to Livejournal. I figured I needed some help for the html. I don't know what the hell is override and what I should do. I tried putting in some html in the box, but it doesn't work. IT JUST WOULDN'T WORK! UGH. don't feel like blogging already. Someone came to break my train of thoughts. idiot. bitch.
Sweet loving escape.
6:25 PM
I guess today's not my day so I wouldn't start from today.
THE WEEKEND Friday was an off day for me. I stayed home and decided to head down to Shop and Save to get some food to cook for my lunch. I spent a total of 30 bucks there and I obviously couldn't finish the food. I've got some pictures taken and I'll post it up soon. I promise. Though I hardly post up pictures, I really would try my very best to post it up ok? (: After which, I was obviously bloated. I received calls to meet up for dinner/supper. But since I had such a late and heavy lunch, I obviously don't have space for dinner but I decided to head to AJ's house to stay. So I met Kayne, Claire and AJ at Pungol Nasi Lemak. After which, we headed off. I went to AJ house and then tuition the next day. (: Tuition was pretty much ok on Sat. I'm going to increase the number of lessons as her Prelims are coming. After which, I met AJ, Kayne, Kris, Devon, Angie. We head out to watch DVD and then went to have dinner. After that I went home, grab some things and then head out to Kayne's place. Bitching and talking through the night. Smoke Machine. Watched L word to sleep. When I woke up, I was a hungry girl and decided to wake AJ and Kayne up because I was hungry. Aj was not hard to wake her up as she woke up slightly earlier to head to work but decided against it when there was no cabs in sight. Then it was waking Kayne up. I was a hungry girl. So I didn't bother about people's sleep. Haha! Then we headed down to eat and I swear PUNGOL HAS GOT LOUSY SHELTER. We bought some snacks up and we braved through the rain with a small idiot holding on the anyone she can in case she falls. Hahaha! We continued L word. After which, I headed to AJ's house to play with water then headed back home. (: AJ stayed over at my house and we spent the whole next day(monday) staying home. Sleeping eating watching tv. After that, we finally got out of the house to see a doc and we bought crabs back home. My dad helped me with washing and killing of the crabs. One of the crab was trying his best to run away from my father's DEADLY KNIFE. But too bad. He still died. I would say that the crabs were such YUMS. Gosh. I want to have more more more! (:
Today? Today is a work day and today is not a good day. Everything started out BAD. No more money. Waking up late. Heading to work. Tuition later in the evening. UGH. lousy start. I hope for a splendid end. (:
2 hours and 15 minutes. This is how much more I have to endure in office before I can head off. GOD. I wish I can just head home now. ): UGH. I'm bored and I'm tired. Tired I'm not too sure about it. BORED YES. I want to have some excitement in my life. Why is my life all about turning up at work and if not think about how I should dig money out to see a doc to get my freaking MC. - I think when I get my pay this month, I'm going to give myself a treat. I'm going to do Hair. I should have some girly treats. (: If only one of my girly treats would be signing up for some slimming package at Marie France of something. ): Today is one of my worse feel fat days this month. Every month I'll have feel fat days. During these feel fat days, I will want to buy as many slimming pills as possible and I want to go for liposuction. Though I know for a fact that liposuction leaves a scar, I still want to go ahead with it. However, one thing I do know, if I ever proceed with liposuction, I'll probably regret because of the scar and that I still wouldn't be able to wear pretty clothes. Oh, talking about pretty clothes. I'm running out of clothes to wear. All the clothes I have are so boring. I need new clothes, before I get new clothes, I need to lose weight. How to lose weight I don't know. I know I don't have the time to go do exercise. So this teaches me a lesson. While at work, especially in this industry, you do not have the time to work out. So because I officially step in, I need to lose all the weight I can lose. Oh. Someone please grant me this will to go ahead with exercising. I really want to lose weight. I really want to. - I just feel like lying horizontally now. ):
Sweet loving escape.
4:44 PM
In about a few minutes time, I'm going to head to Ang Mo Kio Industrial Park. Reason? To pick up some props. I wonder how much it's going to cost me. No cheap I know. ): I just hope I will still have some money left for meals for at least this week though. Then AJ will receive her pay. Hee. So cunning right? Haha! (: - I don't know why, but I suddenly remember how Kayne reminded me Poh read out my blog entry exactly the way I mean. The tone the sound. Haha! Kayne is now capable of doing that too. Or so she claims. Haha. But I think it's funky that someone can read your blog entry the way you meant it. (: But I don't think it's really hard to. Is it? Oh wells. - My wisdom tooth is 1/4 out and it kindna hurts me. My sister said that if I were to extract my wisdom tooth out, I'll be granted a 5 DAYS MC!! Like Hello! Hell YEAH! I'm so going to take it out. I even told her I want to take my tooth out one by one. So if I have 4 wisdom tooth, 5*4=20. Haha! So it'll be a total of 20 DAYS MC. Haha! But then, my sister mentioned that it's expensive. Haha. So there goes my 20 Days MC dream. - I've been having dreams. No. Not the kind that you have when you sleep. The kind that you have during the day when you're not asleep. The kind that brings you up in the sky and you so wish you can stay there. Haha. Yup. I've been dreaming. Imagine if I can save about 200-300 per month. Say I take about 2 years to get my license, oh I so hope not, then I'll have 4,800-7,200. Then I continue saving a little more till I get slightly over 10K. Then I'll get a second hand car and continue paying off the instalments. Aww... So sweet right?! Haha! Get a life la Deborah. Are you crazy? Since when you're a saver. You're a spender. I think I'll just spend my entire life awaiting for a car to drop from the sky. UGH. When will that be? SUBARU!!!!! Haha. I'll get a car, sell the car, get another car, everything paid for. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Here I go day dreaming again. BAH. - I shall stop and go to the Industrial Park now. ):
Sweet loving escape.
10:41 AM
Monday, July 02, 2007
My dad claim that I've got a shopping illness. It's small scale now but as I grow older, if nothing's done to stop it, I'll get worse. He thinks I shop too much. I think it's normal. Every month one or two new items can't do harm. (: - I'm at work stoning my life away. Created a new account at myspace but I honestly high doubt I'm going to maintain it. - These past few days went on and on on an expressway. It seems so fast. Was not at work on Thursday and Friday. So I had a 4 day weekend. Long huh? Here goes. So Thursday was spent at home doing god knows what meeting AJ for dinner. As the night goes by, we received calls asking us to head down to Play. Play being Play, it's not my favorite place to club. Nonetheless, after HOURS(literally) of contemplation, I decided to go but AJ headed home. WRONG CHOICE! The place was SHIT PACKED. Everyone was pushing everyone, the Andro hunt took up mainly the entire night. Blah blah. So the night was not as enjoyable. Perhaps clubbing's only enjoyable when I'm single. Maybe? I have no idea. So after which I head home.
I swear that I had no intentions of missing work on Friday. However, I did in the end. I was utterly disappointed in myself. I did not plan to miss work. I really wanted to head to work after one night of party. But no. It did not happen. So never mind, I stayed home to rest. I passed my sickness to AJ and so we head down to the doctor to get my MC and some emergency medication from Chiam. Reason why it's emergency medicine is because if you were to take his medicine in hope to cure yourself, you wouldn't be able to do so. At least not for me and many other people. So we headed to tpy to meet up with kayne and devon. We head to the Pasar Malam and went to play lan after abstaining from it for so long. It wasn't too long later that we head home. AJ and I tried to watch Wishing Stairs but I freaked out half way.
The next day was spent at my tuition kid's place. Headed for Accounts tuition like finally. I got hired as her Math tutor too. Good price. Way off the market. A total of $500 from them every month. It might increase nearing her exams. After which it was a lonesome trip down to Shaw. A lonesome queue to get the tickets for Transformers. Wee. I like the show. I really do like it. Imagine playing Pick up Stick in the middle of town, in the middle of the night. Haha. We(Kayne, Kane, Juan, AJ and I) did it. Play till late before we head home.
Sunday's pretty much a laid back day. I stay home watching DVD the whole time and head out only at night for Pasar malam. Sunday's a day when I bought Maxim for the Top 100 Hot females. I almost died. Whoever who voted for them should really think twice. How could some hot babe be at the bottom of the list and the not so hot ones are at the top. ): Disappointment. Sunday's also the day when I tried my best to converse in Hokkien. Haha! I obviously failed but loads of laughter though. That I didn't mind. (: - The summary of my long weekend. It was not so bad. It was quite enjoyable. I liked it quite a bit. (:
Sweet loving escape.
1:48 PM
THE ONE
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a brighter girl
She was trying to cover her fats.
her ancient fan. I like.
yet once again, covering fats.
I think i really like this picture. Ooohh.. I like black and white.
I'm sorry but you have to tilt your head a little
(:
what's a sleepover with a camera without some cam whoring. (:
my girl.