Tuesday, August 24, 2004

I'm dead. I think I'm real dead now. Suddenly, I'm faced with so much failure. I'm beginning to feel the shit that all my friends had felt. Must you really study so hard? Ha. I think the answer is obvious. Went to school late today. Slept late as I have Physics test today. Overslept in the morning. Sigh. I don't feel like blogging anymore. I'm not done yet. I'm just tired.

Sweet loving escape.
2:42 PM

Friday, August 20, 2004

Didn't go to school today.. Had to go for a blood test as the doctor thought that my rash might be some symtoms of some weird illness. Haha.. Obviously, I'm fine.. Woke up at 7.10 to go to the damn clinic.. Made dearest accompany me there.. Guess what? All the paranoid 'ah pek peks and ah ma mas' were all queuing up for blood test and urine test! We waited for almost one hour for my turn to enter the scary room. Gosh, the doctor is so un ladylike! The way she use the alcohol swabs on me gave me such a fright! I thought she was going to poke the damn needle into me or something! I swear, I thought that blood test was just taking one drop of my blood.. I never knew they took one entire tube of it! I think there's something wrong with my blood. It's extremely diluted! Haha.. We went to the pharmacy to shop while waiting for my turn. We bought a junoir plaster and we got a 3D puzzle free! Haha.. We were like fixing it while waiting and surprisingly, my turn came shortly after that.. I never knew a trip to the clinic would be so fun. It's probably just her. Headed back to baby's house to rest for a while and see her a little longer since she's going to her aunt's place to help out. I'm going for night study later in school. Mr Yap's going to be there to help us out with our atrocious math. Haha.. Oh! Bought an excursion cage for my hamtsers. It's a lousy cage, but I don't care. I'm broke! Oh well, I think I want to go watch my 'La Bi Xiao Xin' now. Ta!

Sweet loving escape.
12:45 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Suddenly, I feel so down. This isn't normal, my mens is ending already but I'm still in this moodswing period. Sigh, I feel alone in this world. Did flagday yesterday alone, was tired and went to look for BJ alone, sat at heeren's circle alone, ate old chang key alone, went to look for baby alone. Maybe I am a loner, eh wait, maybe I should change this statement. I am a loner.

Sweet loving escape.
6:50 PM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Everything isn't smooth. The horrible oral I have, the red mark on my damn report card. Why is all this happening to me and only me. I think I should just quit school now. I'm failing everything. This is a nightmare. Someone please get me out of this. Please. I need help from the above, will the above help me?

Sweet loving escape.
5:43 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Up early in the morning in this fine school holiday. What has come up of me? I would have slept later if not for this intruder. This piano man came to tune and service the paino at home. My my, not only am I not allowed to sleep in, I have to bear with those horrible noisy sounds. This is pure torment. Maybe I should go back to sleep. Probably after one stick. Would I be wasting my time? I'm not sure, I could be studying now. What am I doing? Results will be out tomorrow. I read an article on child's determination. Nice article. Very inspiring. :) I wonder if I would be able to have that determination back again. Everytime I set my mind on something, I tend to look at the consequences first before doing anything. When I don't, I would have to bear with all the ugly consequences. What has this world come to? This is one question I think no one can answer me.

Sweet loving escape.
10:13 AM

Monday, August 09, 2004

happy birthday SINGAPORE
I'm finally back from the long break of blogging. I think I need to get to my books soon. I haven't been studying for the upcoming exams. Oh, did I ever mention that on Wednesday, I would be collecting my O levels Chinese's results? Also, on the same day, I will be having my O level English Oral. People, wish me luck. I highly doubt I will do well for my Chinese and I'm all prepared to retake it at the end of the year. One thing for sure, I would need to study hard this time round. Hope that I did well for my listening and my oral. At least then it'll be worth it to retake my paper 2. Don't you think? Argh, I hate it when I'm feeling like that. Anyway, let me start from Friday because that's the last day I can remember.
Friday:
Went to school wearing a red top and jeans for National day celebration. Celebration was fine just that we had to suffer the shines from the morning sun. Anyway, we headed back to class after that to collect our national day gift from the school, a notepad. Alright, I know, it's better than nothing. After collecting the gifts, the art girls went to the art block to collect their prelims paper. During this period of time, I was msging singju to inform her that celebration had ended early and asked her to hurry down. Thinking that all three of them, singju, gwen and zhen, were together, I didn't bother to message three of them. Opps! Went ahead for the mock practical scheduled for us. The practical ended within 1 hr 30 mins. We then went to the toilet to adjust everything and then head towards town to meet gwen and company. We finally get to eat the long awaited chicken rice. During our meal, dp came to join us and andrea, weizhen's gf, joined us for a while too. After that, we went for our puffs and headed to cine to play pool. I underwent training for the pool experts, gwen, mindy and sinju, and learnt to play pool. Gwen and Mindy went to play snooker as they were bored of pool. We then joined them at the snooker table after our game in pool. Watching them play snooker was as good as watching them quarrel. Haha, poh yee and dp left us during the game of snooker. We headed to Rocky to sit and slack and I ordered a tofu salad and everyone at the table said that it was rabbit food or that I can give my hamsters those. Only poh appreciated my taste. Finally met clay for a while when I was at Rocky. It was thousand years since I last met that girl. Baby bought my famous amos cookies to cheer me up! :) Somehow, it seemed extremely yummy. We headed back to K pool again to play and cassandra, who left halfway to meet her mother, came back to join us. It was during one of our smoke break when gwen pointed to some short house in the middle of the trees and told us it was haunted. Then, weizhen and baby started with their stories. We couldn't have enough and went to youth park to talk more. Just when we were about to leave, cass lost her wallet. We searched high and low for it and even looked into the drain. I had to go ask the group of dancers there if they saw a wallet. Then, I don't know why, I went to look at the dustbin and at back of youth park . It was then I found her wallet. We headed back home then when baby and I decided to go to the food festival to get the iceballs. It was YUMMY! Then we went home.
Saturday:
Went town shopping with Baby, Lerrick, Nancy and Joanna.
Went to far east with Jo to pluck her brows and when I decided to take a HUGE step. I decided to pluck the entire top part of my brows so that it wouldn't look weird. Hmm, but I would say, those people did a good job. Credits to them!:) Bought an eyebrow pencil there that cost 19 bucks. Went to meet lerrick and nancy at the indo foodcourt. Then went to level 1 to get the yummy chicken and noodles. The entire day was spent walking from here to there and spending money from here to there. Then we decided to eat our dinner at taka's kfc. They have the worst security there. They were so rude to there customers. I'm beginning to wonder if customer's rights exist. Rushed back to tp to baby and Jo's house. If you didn't happen to realize, they are sisters. Anyway, rushed to their house to watch simple life and watched abit of other shows. Headed home to continue watching the show and ate more. I think I need to start running soon.

Sweet loving escape.
3:01 PM
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