I'm in one of the worse moods. Having the a stomache does not just stop there. Having to face irritating customers who just simply wish I know how to fucking lip read. I don't. Do they even get the damn picture? I've been hearing LOUD DRILLING NOISE from the construction since god knows what time. This is causing a SPLITING headache. I'm super irritated. Songs on my Itunes cannot be heard because of the damn construction. I have to play it louder. Loud music and construction noise does not help my damn headache. Ugh. Not having my girlfriend around is not helping either. Having my girlfriend to end work early is not helping one bit. Having my girlfriend meeting up with her friends including her ex girl does not help half bit.
The bottomline is. I am SUPER pissed off and will be SUPER irritated by the slightest thing. I am sick of being online and hearing all sorts of noise pollution is fucked up. Ugh.
Sweet loving escape.
1:56 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
I woke up early today to choose my IS. Congrats. I did not manage to choose any. Why? I saw my timetable wrongly and was clicking on the wrong options. By the time I realised, everyone has taken up everything. How sweet I know. What to do? I think I've been having an overdose on sotong to cause such a drastic effect on me.
Have been spending 3 days straight with AJ. (: No breaks. Both of us on our off days. Just snuggling up with each other. She staying over at my place and coming over to my work place and me going over to her place. It was a complete 72 hours together. It seems like a love trip camp. So last night, or rather this morning, at around 3.45am, we striked our camp. We started our goodbyes at 2am. We said goodbye like we are not going to see each other for the next 3 months. Haha. In fact, I might be seeing her tonight for dinner. Not surprising, I missed her this morning. Having the after effect of the camp. Woke up realising I have the whole bed to myself. Looked on the floor for additional bags, bags that don't belong to me. Honestly speaking, the feeling I'm feeling right now? It's something I somehow lost through the years. (: Perhaps not years, but definately months. Months of uncertain partners and flirtatious scandals. The current sweetness I'm tasting is a nice change. (: So she is working at Starbucks this morning. Poor girl didn't get a wink of sleep due to the dragging of our strike camp. It went over schedule. Starbucks seems busy today. She has not replied to any of my messages and I woke up to read the message she sent in the morning but knew I could not reply. Before we hang up the phone, she warned me about calling her or messaging her in the morning. Should I do either of these, I will not have anymore kisses or hugs. If you ask me, I would choose the kisses and hugs because they lead to my favourite thing. (: - I should honestly stop blogging about AJ. But during the holidays, she is what is happening to my life. And I disagree with clay about people writing about their lives. This is afterall a blog. Blog meaning it's an online journal. Journal meaning people write about their lives. Just that now, their lives are open for public viewing. But why would people want their personal lives to be out open for viewing? It's like an intrusion right? No idea. I personally just put my life for the day through a censor and scan out the really personal stuff before typing the rest out. Haha. Censorship. Will I have ratings soon enough? Haha! I desperately need some media related job soon. I can't have my life surrounding or revolving around handphone accessories or repairs. I don't give a flying fuck about them. I'm not going to be some handphone technician or something. I need to do something about my damn resume and portfolio. Having worked at a handphone shop will not impress future employers. Get what I mean? Oh well. Having left 3 weeks of my holidays. I honestly don't know. I will definately not be able to take up any projects that will last for 3 weeks. Moreover, I was planning to take one whole week off just to enjoy the last bit of my holiday. Plus. I'll get to celebrate my second month overseas! Not anywhere far. Just our lovely neighbour, JB. Going in for a shopping spree and eating trip. Next month starts the month of my pay increment. Yet I'm going to cut down on my working days. UGH. I feel pretty much cheated. Haha. If only they increase my pay this month. I'll be richer! HAHA! Not like I'm going to be very rich. I'll have to pay off my phone's debt. ): I'm depressed. - Honestly, I just love blabbering in my blog. Talking about retarded lame thoughts that never quite came out of my mouth, literally. So now I'm going to get some food for my lunch and continue blabbering in the other blog. (: I'm someone so full of rubbish. But too bad. I'm not going to do anything to change anything. Haha! I'm finally going off to get some food so here's the end of my entry.
out`
Sweet loving escape.
12:09 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Snuggle snuggle snuggle. (: My love.
Sweet loving escape.
10:55 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
I'm currently at work. I'm bored to tears. I've finished watching my vcd. Checked my timetable out. Feel like the my timetable is very flustered. I think I should be with the same people in class. Doubt they will change classes again this sem. I don't think they are so free as to change class every sem. - Was people watching throughout the day today and I realise that people around bishan have quite active reproductive lives. Haha. The amount of pregnant females walking around is alot. Alot of yound babies too. I wonder what is in it for them. Hmm. - I have a wisdom tooth growing. ): Been having a spliting headache the whole day today too. I wonder if it's linked up. Haha. I doubt so though. Not helping that I'm having my ever punctual PMS. Ugh. - I'm think I'm hungry. I think. Not sure. Boss is still not in the shop. I can't go and buy proper food. I refuse to eat quick food from 7-11. It's a place which will cheat my worth of money. ):
Sweet loving escape.
7:33 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
I spent time with mum today. Woke up pretty early for a sunday(off day) and slack around my house waiting for AJ to wake up. Went to bathe and wake her up before heading out to choose specs for my mum and have lunch (together with AJ). After which mum went home and AJ and I went to walk around central. Met Kane and Juan and continued slacking at her house. Then went to central to meet Lerrick before heading to watch a show (Kane, Juan, AJ and I). Went to watch The Banquet. I swear that show digs out the school work in me. Haha. But it was a good one. (: Anyhow, proceeded to Koufu and meet Syl to do work. AJ and I did accounts while the rest did Syl's work. Haha. Ultimate mood swings by accounts. Lala. Then I headed home. (: Super brief update. But still an update. Will blog about my thoughts about certain things another time. It will be soon. (:
Sweet loving escape.
4:21 AM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
I'm currently at work yet again. Boring. AJ came down for a surprise visit this morning and she is shit tired. She left early to meet melissa for coffee. No. You did not see this wrong, yes. She went to meet melissa for coffee in town. She's currently on her way down to work. As usual, she left me thinking rubbish. She is not picking up her calls or replying messages. I know she is sleeping on the bus, but still? I can't help it if my brain juices just want to run about right? Haha. Anyhow, though I feel a little insecure having her to meet up with melissa, I will still trust her right? Just after she left not too long ago, the suppiler came (thank god). It kept me busy for quite some time and then customers came in. Though there were times when I was COMPLETELY free, I tried to keep myself busy. Went to buy Newpaper as well as Straits Time. Haha! At the very last resort, I took out my laptop to use. At the very last resort, I blabber on my blog. Haha. I know I sound like I'm freaking out right here at my workplace with AJ having coffee with Melissa, but I'm really quite fine with it. (Whether you believe or not.) I wonder what should I do for the rest of the day before my boss heads down to the shop. I feel ENTIRELY bored. Ugh. I feel like I'm ready to fall asleep any moment. Not helping that I am wearing this big singlet I stole from AJ today. Total comfort. Haha. No. I refuse to induge in yummy snacks and smoke my lungs black. I think I will try doing something quite productive. Like using the damn internet or something like that. Watching dvd might help. Perhaps I will watch the remaining of my Harry Potter that I did not complete yesterday. - A sudden thought came by, should one day, I would to fall into the mrt tracks, what would I do? The train is approaching and I have no more time to climb up the platform. Would I do what this lady did? This lady hop onto the other side of the tracks. Would I do what this man did? This man laid down in the middle of the tracks. Or would I just try my best to get up the platform and die of a horrible death? Or would I just cry my lungs out and call for some help up there? Just a sudden thought. I don't think I want to die of a horrible death, but I think the possibilty of me doing something like trying my best to climb up is very high. So if one day I fall into the mrt tracks, I will die of a very horrible death. Ugh. The whole image is in my head. I'm grossed out by my own imagination. Haha. - I want to learn driving. I will go to the driving centre like SUPER SOON to check out the prices. I want my license. I want to be able to drive around on my own. I want to be able to own a car as soon as I have a stable income. Or at least my partner's car. Hee. I think my partner's car will come first. Because I don't think I will be able to have a stable income anytime soon. Haha! love.
Sweet loving escape.
2:43 PM
Results are out. No. I will not comment on it. Just that I have to be thankful, so thankful, that I passed Film History. As I made a silent promise to myself, I will try my best to fulfil it. I believe, with the additional help from AJ, things will be even much more easier. (: So I heard that school will start on 16th Oct. No idea. Don't want to go about thinking about it. The only thing I'm thinking about now is how to spend my holidays. Now that I know I can sort of continue relaxing instead of crying my eyes out, I'm planning a holiday out. I have no idea as yet. So far it's vote for cruise. This holiday out is a date with AJ. I'm sorry. But since we're still on our honeymoon period, of coz, we must go on an actual honeymoon right? (: Also, we do need time alone. Should we really go for the cruise, it will be on 4th Oct. 3 Day 2 Nights. A short trip I know, but enough to let us enjoy and relax before heading back to the main city of stress and horrors. Booking have to be done by 2nd Oct. I think I will just check prices out first and monetary issues will be planned later. Either I advance from my boss or from my parents. It's not such a big sum. Doing opening yet again tomorrow. I have no idea how to kill my time. I don't think watching a show would be such a good idea. Today's account was short of $30.10. I don't know what was the cause of this shortage. All I know is that I am careless and I can't afford to be careless again tomorrow. Starting next month, my pay will be increased from $5.50 per hour to $6. I know it's not much. But still that 50 cent increment motivates me ok. (: End of blogging.
`out. miss you girl.
Sweet loving escape.
12:58 AM
Friday, September 15, 2006
It's my mum's birthday today. Bought her this Zara top. No idea whether she will be able to fit because it's not her size after all. Anyhow, we celebrated our first month anniversary today. (: Went for Suki Yaki buffet and we then head to watch a movie. Sounds simple? Not that. I'm pretty much too tired to go on in details. I will blog again soon. out.
Sweet loving escape.
1:08 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
My parents are back in Singapore. I attempted to blog a VERY LONG entry yesterday but I closed the entire window and today I'm not in the mood. I have, yet again, forgotten to bring my cigs to work. But this time, it's 7 plus at night and I haven't bought a pack. The temptation of saying "Auntie, Viceroy Menthol Light" is SUPER STRONG NOW. I have to curb it. Shit. Now that my boss is yet again going out of the shop, that means I'm alone in the shop doing nothing. I think I might just head to get some cig. But I will be SUPER disappointed in myself though. Imagine curbing that temptation for hour after hour. Then because of boredom, because of the mere habit of lighting up, I threw away my efforts. Cutting down on ciggies alot I think. Well if this continues, it will definately be for the better. Thinking of going down to Villa Bali later to give that silly girl a surprise. But I have no idea. It is at Pasir Panjang and I have to look for companions to go with me. But who?! And should I head down there, what am I going to do there? Another possible surprise is to appear at her house downstairs. Haha. Do I sound like a psycho? -- Closing is done. I am alone at the shop awaiting for 9.30 to strike and OFF I GO! Bought cigs. Should I smoke? Haha. If I don't smoke now, then I might not smoke the whole day! But if I smoke, I will smoke one stick today. Of which is still an achievement. Haha. Tomorrow off. Thursday off. (: Friday results day. Please let me pass film history. Please.
Sweet loving escape.
7:47 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006
My parents are currently overseas right now. Yes. That means that the house belongs to both my brother and I. (: Will be having steamboat tomorrow with the rest. Sounds like fun to me. Aj's been a sweetie these few days (not only these few days). She bunked in at my house since the night my parents left. Help me do the dishes, helped to prevent my room from turning into a mess home/room. We've got fanciful breakfast awaiting us every morning/afternoon when we wake up. Coco crunch seems like a must for our breakfast. One big HL milk. We added corn and Sara Lee cake. I'm living in a blissful life. Having to wake up to a familiar face every morning, what more can I ask for? Having to lie on my familiar shoulder and smell the familiar smell to sleep, what more can I ask for? (: It's been 2 hours since you left and you threw me home thinking about you. Not practical I know to keep thinking of you. The thought that you bought the yummy thing for my dinner to put with rice makes me happy. (HAHA! Long and wrong sentence) You're just sweet beyond sweet. How not to fall deeper for my sweetheart?
Love. I'll wait patiently for our date to come. (:
Sweet loving escape.
5:58 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
My computer is SUPER SLOW. I'm currently at work. I think I have too much things on my hard drive. I need an external hard disc/drive soon. I will have to go get it asap. (: Wait till I get my pay and everything. I am SUPER FLAT and BROKE. My boss is calculating my last month's pay right now. Not much. I will be broke by the weekend. I better work harder this month. I've been working opening for the past 4 days. Opening till closing. All by myself. Today is day one of this month that my boss came in the afternoon. Tomorrow, I'll be going to fix my mac(finally) and meeting AJ for lunch. Then heading to work. I wonder if I should meet her for lunch. Hmm. Not that I don't want to meet her for lunch, but perhaps if I get my pay today, I might want to head down to Sim Lim to get the external hard disc. Should I? Hmm. Or should I get it end of this month? Maybe I should. Anyway, this month I'll earn more right? UGH. But this month, I'll be getting a new MP3(no idea ipod or creative), paying for Kelong(maybe) and of course my favourite, shopping before school starts. If I add on the external hard drive, then it's going to increase my expenditure for this month. HOW HOW HOW?! I need a money tree. RAH.
Watch my eyes go bling bling ke ching! $$
Sweet loving escape.
7:35 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
I am bored at work. Juan Juan is with me at my workplace. Though she is currently not with me. She's in the toilet doing her darling business. AJ just left not too long ago, she's going to work. She's working till 2 tonight. She woke up at the same time as me. I think she's at the losing end. I had a FULFILLING breakfast cum lunch equals brunch today. I had, $3 worth of Rojak, 2 rows of Chee Cheong Fan, One packet of some red meat I always eat but no idea what is the name of it. (: Tell me I'm a pig. The Rojak was shared though. I refuse to eat dinner. I don't feel like my food has digested. Parents are leaving on Wednesday night. I am going to MOS on Wednesday with Juan and co. I am going to swim on Wednesday. Oh! Did I mention I love bunking in? (:
`out.
Sweet loving escape.
6:01 PM
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