I had the LOUSIEST presentation EVER! I'm gone. I'm entriely GONE. I think I'm going to fail this sem la. My mother's going to kill me. My house downstairs will soon have my funeral. I'm fucked. Was on my way home after school. Of coz, I'm totally depressed and shagged. The next thing I knew, Adrian came from my back to tap me! My gosh. I was totally shocked. He asked me to take care and then we went our seperate ways. Walking like some dead animal, I found Adrian beside me. Haha. He wanted to walk me home. He sent me up. I felt happy for a moment. He gave me an extremely short neck massage and kissed my head. It has been long since someone treated me like that. We said our goodbyes at the lift and I headed home. He called me on my phone and wanted me to meet him again downstairs. I was like WHAT? I did not go down. Haha. He asked me out tomorrow. I asked me out on a date to watch a movie. This is not his first time asking me out for a movie, and this is not my first time rejecting him. Oh well. Maybe, just maybe, we will head to the movies soon. Though I have to admit, I felt nice when he cared for me. I've been sub consciously yearning for some care and concern. oh well. Don't want to blog already
Sweet loving escape.
1:30 AM
Monday, June 26, 2006
I took pictures of myself after so long. HAHA. No. Not emo pictures. I have act pretty, act sexy and act happy pictures. OH OH! I have retarded pictures too (note: I did not put the word 'act' in front) Haha! School's starting tomorrow. ): I have to be in school at 12 to buy notes and to collect my project. Ending school at 5 and i have to go to work. ): I want to get attached soon! haha! Shall switch on my scanners plus hookers plus stickers. HAHA!
Sweet loving escape.
1:01 AM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
breakouts. moodswings. tiredness. for the first time after so long, i missed bj. so much. emotions just engulfed me and made me weak.
Sweet loving escape.
4:04 AM
Friday, June 23, 2006
World Cup is kindna draining my energy. Though I'm not catching all the matches. But still. Imagine if I'm catching all the matches. I don't need to work or do my work anymore. Haha! I love BRAZIL! WOOT! `tired.
Sweet loving escape.
11:25 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Read up about the crime rates in New York. Saw wanted criminals in New York. I want to go New York to further my studies. But I'm scared.. It just seems too dangerous.
Sweet loving escape.
6:49 PM
Mother Fucking Bitch. Don't piss me off at the fucking wrong time. Seriously. I'm waiting for the day I'm free, seriously. YOU MOTHER FUCKING PISS ME OFF. YOU AND MANDA CAN GO JOLLY WELL FUCK THE DAMN WALL. WHY WALL? BECAUSE EVEN SPIDERS DON'T WANT YOUR FUCKING FUCK. BLARDY BITCH FACE. THIS ISSUE IS REGARDING WHAT YOU DID TO ME. SO WHATEVER MANDA AND YOU ARE GOING THROUGH IS FUCKING NONE OF MY FUCKING BUSINESS. I WILL SETTLE YOUR "DEBTS" PERSONALLY. READ THIS: PERSONALLY.
Sweet loving escape.
2:51 AM
Monday, June 19, 2006
I got myself a new earpiece! (: Not the apple one though. BUT BUT BUT! The quality is MUCH better. (: I'm in love with my new earpiece! WOOHOO! HAHA! I'll have to drop by I-shop soon to get the green ear buds. Haha. Juan accompanied me to get the earpiece today, poor girl, she had to run here and there together with me just to get a earpiece. I'm happy though. I'm sure she's happy because I'm happy, right? Haha! Had fun today during production. Laughed like no one's business! Though taxing on my physical body, but enriching for my mental health. Haha! "Are you mad?" "You're wicked! WICKED WICKED!" HAHA! -- Private joke. Thanks poh and kayne for being sweet. (: Meet up soon ok? I'll most prob be in SengKang tomorrow, maybe meet up? (: Aww.. I'm looking forward to production tomorrow. Yet kindna not want to. HAHA! I'm contradicting. (:
Sweet loving escape.
11:53 PM
highest score for macdonald game: 2038. (: I'm beat. I think i need to sleep now. I think I will die tomorrow. ):
Sweet loving escape.
3:38 AM
hmm. I cannot see what's wrong with my blog. According to be IBM as well Mac, both tells me that it's ok. People, I know it has got to do with the fonts. But what exactly is wrong with my blog? Tag please. (: I stayed home the entire day today. Brazil should have ended. calling poh now to check the score. Was invited to holland V to watch the match with Clay and co. (including poh) but I could not go because I'm having production tomorrow. ): OMG OMG OMG! BRAZIL WON!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!! 2-0!! LALALALALA! Adriano and fed scored the 2 goals. I so much be present for the next Brazil match. But it's going to be during the school term. ): Fuck. Please pray that tomorrow's production will be fine. And ya. My earpiece is offically gone. ): Anyone know where I can get the original Apple earpiece? The one that comes with ipods. Not the in-ear earpiece that they are selling in the store. Sigh, maybe, worse come to worse, I'll just buy the non-apple one. ): I'm upset. I remember that one look like some peanut. HAHA! I'll have peanut earpiece soon. But checked things out, the reviews are saying that the quality is better than the original one. Maybe I'll ask my mum to lend me money. I hope she will.. ):
Sweet loving escape.
2:13 AM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
The Multidimensional Scale of Sexuality
According to my answers, it is likely that I identify as Sequential bisexual.
Complete set of results
Sequential bisexual:
3
Concurrent bisexual:
2
Homosexual with some heterosexuality:
1
Asexual:
0
Heterosexual:
0
Heterosexual with some homosexuality:
0
Homosexual:
0
Past heterosexual, currently homosexual:
0
Past homosexual, currently heterosexual:
0
Haha. Told you guys I'm a bi sexual. Seems like it's certified now. Haha. (:
Sweet loving escape.
7:54 PM
Please pray that people don't take my earpiece. ): I cried on my way home. I feel so empty and taken back by everything without my ipod. Technically, my ipod is with me, but no earpiece. No point. Left my earpiece at CRC. Please. Please. Don't take my earpiece away. Please.... ): I think my period is coming. I've been overwhelmed with emotions today. I feel like crying. Feel like scolding everyone. Feel like locking myself up. Fuck it.
Sweet loving escape.
3:04 AM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Was at MOS last night. Loads of things happened. It was not a fun night out.. ): Mike did not appear at the club. But he did sort of promise me about another night out. (: Oh well. People are upset all around me. Mostly on relationships. Seems like even if I'm not in any relationship, I'm not free from relationship problems. I'm not grumbling, just that my heart ached for everyone I know having the problems. ):
I wish for everyone all the best. Please work hard and well for your current relationships. (:
with love, deborah
Sweet loving escape.
7:44 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Good Morning my dear friends. Haha! Yes. I am late for my library appointment. I was supposed to visit the library at 11 but it's almost 2 and I'm still at Kayne's house. WHY? Because miss Kayne can't wake up. Ok. Fine, I don't mind a little sleeping in. HAHA! I did some research on what books the national library have on Stanley Kurbrick (The director I have to do research on). `gone.
Sweet loving escape.
2:00 PM
I am currently at kayne's house. Going to watch Brazil vs some unknown people. Haha! So exciting! I can't wait to see Brazil play! HAHA! I am so proud of my blog la. Everybody just want to laugh at my password. HAHA! I don't know what to blog la. haha. BYE.
Sweet loving escape.
2:28 AM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
I spent 2 hours on this blog. (: I'm quite happy with the results. I wouldn't say I'm SUPER happy but I'm happy. (: I am glad that I can write ANYTHING on my blog. But not everyone can see my hard work of my blogskin. HAHA! I'm going to sleep soon I think. I want to wake up early tomorrow for work. Haha! People, please praise my blog!
Sweet loving escape.
2:15 AM
Monday, June 12, 2006
Please read my past posts. Please don't put words in my blog. (: Don't go around saying things that has got nothing to do with you. Don't go around pretending that you know what is going on in my life. Don't go around pretending you know me very well. I choose to tell you things because I trust you to keep it between the both of us. You choose to tell people about it. You choose to betray the trust. You choose to cause me to be angry with you. You chose you path my friend. There is nothing I can do about it, but to follow what you choose. Thanks for making my life easy. Went Kbox today with poh and kayne. Haha! I think we went crazy in the room. Oh well. Went for my long awaited test today and I wouldn't say it's difficult but I may not pass. ): Saw her today. No smile, No contact. No friends. No longer.
Sweet loving escape.
10:23 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
I'm home on a Sat. Woke up at 5pm. (: I slept at 5 plus am too. So it's not so bad. Met up with syl yesterday. We were supposed to catch Da Vinci together but no tickets. As what I expected. What I didn't expect is that it will still be such a hot choice after so long. Oh well. Anyway, met up with her and chit chatted. Maurice came to join us for the supposed show. Haha. So we ended up walking from Cine, to Cathay then to PS. All looking for tickets. So in the end, we decided to head down to paradiz centre to look for Edwin at his workplace. Few other people came to join. Ktv-ed till about 10 then rnb-ed for a while then house all the way till closing. Imagine my agony. But Maurice and Syl was nice to entertain me. (: Went for prata opposite Fortune Centre. Not nice. ): Pasir Panjang still has got nice prata. If it's not so far, I will go again. (: Pungol one is such a cheater. If I'm not wrong, Serangoon has good one too. (: Watched Omen on thursday. Not bad. But not good. OMG. I cut my hair. Ok. Trimmed. I'm bored to blog. 'gone.
Sweet loving escape.
8:12 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
I am using Poh's laptop now. I swear I hate her laptop. The stupid backspace is damn irritating. The keys feels like it is going to sink in any moment. Haha! If she were to read this. I think she will kill me. Of which I think she will be reading it. Haha! Anyway, I skipped film history's test today because last night I could not wake up to study. Therefore, I'm taking the Re-test. Of which it will be tougher. ): Oh well. Holidays are coming yet I highly doubt I can really consider it my holidays. I will be busy with stuff even during holidays. During holidays still give us work to do. Does the school knows what is called a school holiday, what is called a term break? Poh's back and I'm going back to my laptop. bye/
Sweet loving escape.
10:39 PM
THE ONE
deborah
bisexual
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