Friday, July 30, 2004

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Sweet loving escape.
3:34 PM


I'm finally back on my computer with blogger's website in front of me. Haha, put on 1 kg. I AM SUPPOSED TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT NOT PUT ON! argh! whatever. Went to school for PE today, the rest of the day is nothing. Yes, literally nothing. All my teachers are out for honours day. I wish I can be there in the midst of the celebration for this honours day thing. If this happens, it only means that I've done well enough the hit the top listing. Hmm, dream on huh. Oh well, they will be judging from the prelims marks. It's impossible for me to hit the tops. I know it, too well. Oh well, I updated my blog with my handphone yesterday! It was so exciting! I was on GPRS and was just trying things out. Then I realised that I can view my blog and so i went ahead to look up for blogger.com. Haha, and here you are, I blogged. But it's really hard to blog using my phone. I don't know why, it seems different. You cannot use dictionary, the functions of the buttons changed? Oh well, who cares! It was fun! Haha, I'm dying to go out. It's been so long since I last went out. Hmm, maybe I should give kane a surprise by going to meet her soon. Hmm, maybe huh? But I'm not sure how to go over to her aunt's place. What if I were to get lost? Moreover, I think it will be quite weird for me over at her aunt's shop. Maybe I should go help her aunt out too! Sigh, or maybe I should just study. I'm so sick of staring at books. Sick of staring at numbers. How am I supposed to do well when I don't want to put in the damn effort? Argh! This is so irritating. Sigh. I highly doubt I can get the determination to do whatever I want. Sigh, what's up with me! Oh well, I just have to try huh? I need to study soon. I shall try my best to study after this computer session. :)

Sweet loving escape.
3:20 PM


wah! I'm like using my handphone to update my blog! How fun! The wonders of technology! I can even view my blog! But i can't see the layout.. But still? It's good enough! Haha.. Ok, i think it's late and i don't wish to be late again.. Ta!

Sweet loving escape.
12:29 AM

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Is it me or is it that blogger has changed? It's been long since I last blog here. So did anyone miss me? Ha, bet none did. Anyway, just to crap my head off and waste me time, I currently watching my diet quite strictly, note the word quite.  I was supposed to be on a diet, but ha! Guess what? It was shot to hell*quote kane*. Surprisingly, I've been saving money. I've been bringing cereals to school and saving money like no one's business. Hmm, a drastic thing happened to me recently. It has never happened for say, at least 1 year? I failed my math test. Well, I don't blame anyone, but only myself. I think I was too over confident all this while,  probably this failure will wake me up huh? Thank goodness I fail now and not during the exams. I think I will faint if I fail suring the exams. Anyway, please to everyone reading this. If you were to see me, please ask me to start studying for the prelims soon? I need to start like now. Unfortunely, the slacker me is slacking her life away, knowing that exams are coming but just can't get motivated. Oh well, I think I better end here before I bore everyone further. Ta!
I'm trying this code out, not really sure about it. Just giving it a shot! 

Sweet loving escape.
9:54 PM

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

I've been staying back for dance almost everyday. Wait, then again, I've been staying back everyday. There's a performance on Saturday and I'm doing the wardrobe. Haha, oh well, I just can't dance, that's why I not dancing. Haha. Ok, just finished updating my hamter's pictures. Hmm, maybe, just maybe I'll upload it now or something. Ta! I'll update my blog some other time ya?

Sweet loving escape.
6:27 PM

Sunday, July 04, 2004

Wee Hee! Just got myself a pet!! I went to Pasir Ris to fish yesterday and spent all my money there! Just renting the rod alone is $20 bucks per hour?! This is robbery. Anyhow, I did enjoy myself fishing although I didn't catch anything. Oh well, better luck next time huh!? Anyway, after that, baby and I went to climb the spider web thing. I tell you, I freaked out! Haha, ok, I know, I'm such a loser. I'm just so afraid that I might slip and fall and break some part of me. My brain is already not functionable and I can't lose my body, can I! You can't blame me for freaking out and PLUS! I'm afraid of height! Yes, and my crazy girl of mine, just decided to force me to go up there. She told me to overcome my fears. Blah. Haha, but I had fun. Alot of fun. Went to Whitesands after the fun. We went to the game station over there and laughed our heads out. We played some really childish games and got ourselves some tickets to keep. Okok, here comes the exciting part. We decided we're both tired and wanted to get a drink before heading back to tp. On our way down, I saw a pet shop and I mentioned that I wanted a pet! Obviously, we went in to take a look. I swear all the animals that are so pretty! Only a few are so heartmelt. Being the heartmelted us, we eyed on 2 of the hamsters there. They were so cute! I so wanted to get them, but I was afraid that they would have the same fate as those few hamsters that I got last time. I was in such a dillema(is this how you spell it?). Then, I just couldn't resist the temptation and I bought them. Since I was broke at that point of time, buying those two hamsters caused me to be even more broke. It's not all, I still got to buy food for them because everything except the cage and the toys that I had last time were gone. Buy, buy, buy. I'm offically flat broke. I don't dare to look at my account balance. I think I'll be real sad. Sob. Never mind, I think it's worth it. I made a promise to myself that this pair of heartmelt hamsters must live for as long as possible. Oh! One of them is called jamie(named by kane), and the other one is called DJ aka Digger Junior(this one is named by me!). Of course, when I told my mother that I got myself hamsters, she scolded me so I don't dare to tell her the price. Haha, but eventually, I told her this morning. She was telling me that spending such a money is ok, at least I can play with it and that they are so cute. Haha, guess what's her next sentence? "Then you spend on those cig, what enjoyment do you get?" Haha, so expected. Went to get my hamters sawdust and bathing sand today after my family breakfast. Since I'm so broke already, my dad paid for those things. I swear they are so cute! Last night when they just got into their new home, they didn't even know how to climb the stairs! This morning, not only do the know how to get onto the second storey, they know how to play with the wheel in the cage. How clever! Haha! Please bear with me for quite some time because I'm just so excited over them. I think I'll go take a look at them now. Ta!

Sweet loving escape.
12:59 PM

Friday, July 02, 2004

Ah! This feeling is HEAVEN! Finally, the day has come. Today is our 1st year and 1st day. Yesterday was our 1st year anniversary. Who would have expected deborah, me to last so long in a relationship? I myself didn't even expect to last so long with kane. After going through timeouts, quarrels, break up. Baby, we've overcome the rough patches and there's still more to come. I predict, judging from my character, that things will not be so smooth for the both of us. Please bear with me for the time being and pray for all the little (fine, big.)moodswings that I have. I love you girl.
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This sweet girl of mine is sweet like anything. I cannot take it anymore. I feel so un-sweet around her. Haha! Seriously, I feel like I don't pay enough attention to her sometimes. I don't know what she likes, I don't know her tempers, etc. I realised last night when we were out talking, that the more I know about her, the more I don't know, the more I want to know. I don't want to find out one fine day that she is a stranger to me. The thought of this very day is killing me. The longer I'm with her, the deeper I fall. The more I'm afraid of parting. Each of us has entered each other's life so much that I feel weird without her. I feel weird calling her name, I know I'll feel weird if I can't cuddle with her anymore. Is this Love? Is this how I'm supposed to feel? Fear? I highly doubt it.
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Oh! I had a pet the day before yesterday. It's called Bobby. Sigh, unfortunely, it has a very short lifespan. It jumped off my table yesterday during math. Haha, alright alright. This Bobby is a mosquito, and it's dead. I dropped it during maths because I was too engrose with my work that I forgotten about him. I'm sorry Bobby..I built a house for it using a rough paper and I think Bobby likes it alot. Haha, I need such entertainment in school since life in school is so boring. Too bad. Haha, so since Poh Yee was attracting flies and one moth, I decided to keep that pretty fly that I killed and named it Bobby. Haha, Cassandra and I think that Poh Yee's smelly that's why she is attracting flies! Haha, it's one of the crazy things we do in school. As for now, I have to go to bed to prepare for tomorrow's listening. Argh, wish me all the best. Ta!

Sweet loving escape.
11:21 PM
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