In about 15 mins time, I will be able to start counting money and start doing my closing. Before I know it, I'll be able to close the shop and help home. Then before I know it, I'll be in Pasir Panjang. Then, yet again, before I know it, I will be able to see my darling AJ. (: Yet again, once more, before I know it, I will be able to dip myself in a swimming pool and shed some weight. Yet again, before I know it, I'll be in town having dinner with the rest. One last time, before I know it, I'll be in MOS enjoying myself away. (: I will then finally be able to finally sleep in with Aj, though I highly think it will be a drunkand AJ. Well at least I will be able to wake up with her beside me and see that all so familiar face once again. I thinking about that girl till I'm going wonky. You think? (:
Did I ever mention that I miss you to bits when you're not around? Love.
Sweet loving escape.
8:31 PM
I am again currently at work. I think recently, I've been blogging stealing people's wireless to blog. I don't understand. My own wireless at home is SO MUCH faster yet I use someone else's wireless which is SUPER slow. Haha. Anyhow, I got N80. (: Pretty. The silver one. I think I will have to go upgrade the software soon enough. Thursday? Can pull Aj along with me. Haha. I won't ben bored at least. (: Still can go on a date. Haha. Okok. Settled. That's it. Haha. My boss just called me. He most probably would not be coming down to the shop today. This means, FREEDOM! *grinss. But I kindna think this means boredom too. Oh wells. Never mind. I will have my fun soon enough. Will be heading to Pasir Panjang tonight. Mini gathering over there. Syl, Kris, Juan, Aj and I. Aj after work. (: I'm wondering if I'll ever get bored of her TOTAL RETARDEDNESS. Haha. Will be going to Juan's place to swim to burn off the fats I will accumulate tonight as well as the past few days. Haha. I think I will have to swim 10 million or even billion or ZILLION laps. Haha! I feel crappy today. This explains the longer entry. My entries for the past few days have been pretty short and boring. I think this entry will somehow or another brighten things up. Ok. I shall do this update for the past few days. -- Yesterday- Slept in later till about 3 with Aj and head to work. Work was quite boring and had to work OT. Got my N80. Ended work and head to buy half spring chicken home. Received a call from my mum to ask me to buy another half spring chicken for my brother. Went back to the stall and got a full spring chicken. Took a cab home. Went home changed and ate. Went back to my room and started playing with N80 and receiving calls from Aj every now and then. Played till about 1 plus 2 before seeing Aj yet again. (: She came over and somehow just fell asleep. She left my place around 3 plus 4 and I concussed in bed. I did not send her down. Fine. I feel bad ok. I will compensate her soon. Haha! - The day before yesterday- Opened shop in the morning. Darling came over to accompany me for a few hours before heading off. Worked till closing. Made mistakes during work and account was one dollar short. Though it's just one dollar short, it is still short. The very fact that my account did not balance. ): After work, went to tpy to meet Aj. KaiXin and Hong Da was there. They were at K box. I swear THAT place was FREEZING! Aj and I left the place earlier than KaiXin and HongDa. We head to Sakae Sushi to eat. I never saw Aj being pissed off with food service/quality before. Honestly, it's quite freaky. Haha. Ate relatively little and went to meet Kane and Juan. Bought this shaved ice dessert. Head to Macs to eat. Taught Aj a little accounts. Wanted to head home and made a pit stop at Cheers.(Aj and I left first by the way) Met Darius, Kane and Juan again in Cheers and we decided to eat with them for a while. Went slightly crazy and mad outside Koufu. Singing funny songs and them timing how fast they can make a few turns with a bicycle. Haha. Head home early that night. Slept. - I can hardly remember what I did on Sat. Haha. I need to recall but I'm pretty much lazy. (:
Tomorrow MOS. It's been LONG since I last stepped into MOS. Celebrating Kayne's birthday tomorrow. Off on Wednesday and Thurday. (: Bunk in session on Thursday. Can't wait. This is an extremely LONG entry. I am satisfied. (:
Sweet loving escape.
3:47 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
I have a RETARDED girlfriend. I have an IRRITATING girlfriend. She is currently BOTAK. Will be uploading the pictures SOON! Before and after pictures soon.
Before we enter QB House
Brand new darling. (:
Sweet loving escape.
1:55 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
I am grouchy. Super grouchy. The weather is killing me. ULTIMATELY. I'm sitting in front of the damn blardy air con and it doesn't seem like it is working. UGH!
Sweet loving escape.
4:23 PM
My house, her house, my house, her house. (: Have been working and spending time out with her. Tired but enjoyable. I need to work more. Have been SUPER slack and everything. I think I need to honestly work more to have more money to spend. ): I feel flat and broke. I miss my fish. love.
Sweet loving escape.
12:11 AM
Monday, August 21, 2006
I'm currently at work right now. My boss just arrived to the shop. I sound like I'm courting death blogging in front of him. Haha. I think I am quite. Cookie, my hamster, passed away yesterday in pain. Oreo bit him and he most probably died of internal injury. Oreo is just down graded as a punishment to a MUCH smaller cage. With no wheel to play, just food and drinks. I think her punishment will last for one month. I will then put the wheel in for her. But I would not be transfering her to the palace cage though. She is ultimately, the cause of Cookie's death.
May Cookie RIP.
Sweet loving escape.
4:57 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I have been having time checks SO OFTEN I'm getting irritated by myself. Waiting for my irritating phone to ring and show aj calling. (: We're going to get ourselves DVD to watch and just lie beside each other the whole night. Poor girl got to wake up at 7 though, to go home and then head out for dragonboat. I wonder if she'll be going home or coming over.I think going home. I think. I hope? No idea though. I miss that girl. She came down to the shop this afternoon/evening. She wore my favourite green t-shirt. I SWEAR I WILL STEAL IT FROM HER SOON! (: - My ipod is down yet again. I am irritated. I doubt I can ask my dad to get it for me. I think I'll have to work and get it on my own. What should I get? I have one month to plan. I will get a new ipod before school starts to accompany me through the lonely rides to school. (Provided I take a bus to school) Ipod video, most prob. Though I'm considering Creative Zen though. The green looks AMAZING on the mag. Haha! I have no idea. The safest would be ipod right? Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps. - Both of us drew up a food list. Honestly, I swear I should start some form of exercise soon. I look at the food list. I admit, my saliva flowed but I feel my skin all ready to stretch and leave me with AWFUL looking stretch marks. Haha. Honestly, I need to start exercising. My current lifestyle is not helping. - I'm going to get ready to head out of my house. The time is up. I kindna need a smoke pretty badly. I'm freezing, awaiting my portable oven. (: love.
Sweet loving escape.
2:13 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
It's 12.41pm. I'm awake at work. Stole someone's wireless(ok, I know I'm not supposed to) and am online for the past half hour. I'm ultimately bored. I finished viewing my friends' blogs and everything else. I 'jumped' myself out of bed this morning at around 10.30. First thing I did was to look around, then look at the window, then finally at my phone. I looked around, no her, I looked at the window to roughly check the time, I looked at my phone for the exact time. I felt like some horror bitch. The original plan last night was to head home at about 11 plus 12 to take a NAP and then head out at about 3 plus 4 to meet her. No. I did not wake up, despite all the phonecalls I received from Kane and maybe more. I faintly remember Aj calling me to tell me she is on her way to meet the rest. I just slept in. We're sticking to each other like super glue. Last night was a case(as least for me) an attempt for the break of the super glue. No. Not on purpose. Not something I exactly want for now. I enjoy sticking to her like super glue everynow and then. Though I am not sure if she feels the same, I shall not bother. I'll just think she does. (: -- I'm currently down with sudden cramps every now and then. No, this is NOT NORMAL for me. My cramps attacks only happen on the first day of my period or maybe if I'm unlucky the day before my mens come. It's like day 3 or 4 and my darling cramps visit me? How sweet. Ugh.
Did I ever mention that you are my medicine, my cure for my moodswings and I'm addicted to you.
Sweet loving escape.
12:46 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
I'm once again in a freezer waiting for one of my group members to be done with his work. This is FREEZING. Oh. In case somehow or another, you missed seeing the important message, new pictures are uploaded. I feel like a pig. I slept for 13 hours last night. Went to bed about 9 plus and then I woke up at 10 plus this morning. Haha. Omg. Kill me now. My period is here. I forgot about it and asked my dad to turn in to the drive in at macdonalds and got myself breakfast PLUS ICE LEMON TEA. I will die of cramps. Want to bet? Haha. I want to hurry submit my work today. I have yet to decide whether I should go for viewing tomorrow. Should I? Or not. Oh well. I think I'll decide tonight. OMG OMG OMG. I am DAMN COLD!
`out.
Sweet loving escape.
11:58 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Honestly, I feel like the luckiest bitch on earth. I felt like the most pathetic shit in the morning when I arrived in school. It was raining cats and dogs and I was in a FREEZING animation room. I had NO jacket, my handphone had three bars left. I was dying for a smoke. I was shit tired. No. I thought I was going to die. Aj woke up, she came over. She passed me an extra battery. She passed me a jacket. She brought me to SIM to get my favourite 'teh' (ok, she did not bring me, I met her there). Whatever it is, she is the silliest, sweetest, most retarded girlfriend anyone can have. (: I have to be back in school tomorrow to do the finishing touches of my animation. Thursday is my viewing day, should I go? No idea. Don't feel like going and plus Thursday is Aj's off day. I'll see how it goes.
I'm a petty bitch who holds grudges against my mother very well.
Sweet loving escape.
5:53 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
So, you popped the question. So, I agreed. (:
Slept for less than 2 hours before my mum woke me up and aj having her wheezing attack. I woke up at 7am and tried to do some of my animations. Aj and I cooked breakfast for Kane and Juan (the sleeping people) and we had a mini feast with just the four of us. (: Cozy.
And so she left for work. And so I went ahead to do my things. And so. and so.
p.s. This is a 'so' entry.
Sweet loving escape.
2:04 PM
I have a party at my place. Kane, Juan and Aj is over at my place right now. Kane and Juan is on the matteress, having dont know what. Haha. Juan has a tissue stuck up her nose. Haha. She looks funky. Haha! (: Aj is like some log on my bed. No. She refuse to sleep. Oh well. Her eyes closes now and then. Used to it. Went to a Pasar Malam today. Bought like 10 dollars worth of food. Haha! I like to eat. (: Trying to install Softimage on my com now. Everytime I install, everytime I'll be angry. Haha. Oh well. I have problems blogging now.
`laters.
Sweet loving escape.
2:33 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Came home in the morning. Was talking to AJ at my house downstairs till about 8am. We reached our house downstair at about 4 plus 5 and we continued our question day. (: I love question days. Watched Tokyo Drift yesterday. Eeyur. Quite disappointing though. Oh well. But the girls were not bad. Some pretty HMM. Haha. Anyhow, headed to kopitiam to had my supper and there it began the question day. Was in town and took a few crazy pictures. Might be uploading it soon. When I use my IBM. That's the case. (: Was at Zouk on Friday night. It was a FSV get out. Haha. I would not say it was fantastically fun. But it was fun. An eye opener on what lecturers are like outside school. (: Will try to upload those pictures soon too. Have to go back to school tomorrow for animation and submission of my film. Fuck.
We'll have our next session of question day soon ok? (: love.
Sweet loving escape.
4:00 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
I REFUSED TO COMMENT ON MY DAY TODAY. Let's just hope that everything for the rest of the night will turn out fine. I'm 'working' OT on monday. Will have to go back to school on monday to complete my animation. -grumbles. ): Heading to Zouk later with a whole lot of FSV people. Sounds interesting? Hope it'll be. Hope jia would be able to go tonight though. Girl, if you happen to read this before you get ready, MUST COME OK? Everything, everyday, everytime is all about this person. My spare time spent with her. My precious sleep spent with/on her. My happiness revolved around her. My sadness poured all over her. My anger vent on her. Everything is about her right now. Is it right?
I've been lack of sleep. So lack of precious sleep. I'm still going clubbing though. (: Will I see you tonight?
Sweet loving escape.
6:11 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
Thinking of all your retarded expressions, silliness, funny moments, lovable moments, madness periods pushes me through my day. Now, as I lay down on my bed, I miss your LEFT shoulder for me to lie on.
You caused melody havoc in my life. (:
Sweet loving escape.
8:48 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Last night. (: ): Haha! Yesterday. Production carried out fine. We finished it in one day. (: Was like some lazy shit on set. My group mates won't mark me down right? Please.. Haha! Went to meet Kane and Aj in tpy after production. Talk and laughed then head to the pool place because cal wants to play. I didn't stay at the pool place though. Was downstairs with Kayne and Poh having their meal and chit chatting. Headed to Lor 8 for their long awaited drinking session. Left early because Aj had to come over to my place since she was pissed drunk. Haha. That girl fell down the stairs, knocked herself in my room 10 million times. That girl was mumbling throughout the night and REFUSED to let me sleep. When I finally sleep, we slept through till late afternoon. Head to her house and I concussed yet again. Haha. Head to compass point to meet kayne and poh. Studied and then head to tpy to meet kane and co. Just reached home. (:
I enjoy your company. I do. Do you? (:
Sweet loving escape.
2:38 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
take you out of my mind. can't concentrate. -whines.
Sweet loving escape.
10:37 PM
I'm at macdonalds now. Tired like anything. I want to faint now. FAINT ON THE SPOT. I want to go home and SLEEP. No. Cannot. Because Kayne and Kane don't let. Both ask me to stay for a while. - I failed my Film History report. 6/20. Tell me I'm dead la. What fuck la. I want to cry now la. I feel like I'm having the worst mood swing EVER in my entire life la. Tomorrow production. I hope I can finish it by tomorrow. Then I will be able to have more time on my own. I think I need some time on my own. As in on my own. Things to think about. Time to rest. I need to recharge my battery. It's flat. Haha. Living life is such a chore. Honestly. It is. Having to go to school. Having to think about stuff. Having to wonder if I'll pass. Honestly, it's straining. I want to die now. MAJOR PMS. I want to be happy again. I want to feel happy again. Not that I have not been happy. But I dont know. I want to be happy now now NOW. - No amount of chocolate can cure me now. Why? Because darling girl here is having a bad cough. Not helping. I cannot have so many things. It has been long since I last tasted my fav unhealthy food. Though I have no idea what is it, but it has been long. I have been watching what I eat. Seeing which one will not agitate my cough, seeing which one will help. I've been watching what I drink, yet again, for the same reason. I need to look after myself. Or else, who else right? - I can't wait for next friday to come. That is my last day of school. Like FINALLY. But before that, I will have to run an extremely LONG marathon. Kill me please. I need something to de stress. Like something. Like now. NOW. UGH! I think I know what is it. I think it's something called the BED. HAHA! Omg. I swear I'm mad. Haha. Oh well. 7%left on my laptop. BORING. The moment it's down, it's OVER. HAHA! I want my charger.
Sweet loving escape.
6:49 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Current location: Outside Ngee Ann Sound Stage.
I am complaining like a mad bitch about having lesson. Haha. My classmates are not going to class, either that or they are leaving class early. BORING! I've cleared my leave for this whole sem. This is ENTIRELY BORING! Haha. UGH. Ok. I think I'm retarded. -- I have a pimple IN my nose. It's irritating me. I can't scratch it out like my other pimples. This is very irritating. I have been complaining and I have been having PMS. I've got production on friday and sat. I need to discuss with my group members about some stupid colour temperature shit and placement of the camera and stuff. Timings have not yet to be discussed. I need to plan the shooting schedule. I'm a busy girl. But it seems like someone is taking my stress away. (: I've been lack of sleep. But I doubt I can really complain. Because I know there are people out there who are having much lesser sleep than me. So I shall shut up. Haha. Oh well. Oh! Last night was one of the few nights that I went home and sleep till morning. (: I'm proud of myself. I've been taking cab to school too. This I'm not proud. This morning when I took a cab to school, the uncle said he fetched me before and he knows I need to enter by SIM. Haha. I think it's quite amazing. You think? Next week is my last week of school. I have almost no classes on next week BUT I have TONS of projects due. Say my recent lifestyle have trained me to stay up throughout the night as well as the next day and take a few hours nap. Then, I'll just wake up during the night and head out again. Haha. I'm prepared to have a marathon starting Friday. (: -- My life is fucking messed up now. Not in the bad way I hope. I think debarrment period is over. Does that mean that I can skip as much lesson as possible? Haha. I don't think so. Not like I'm having alot of lessons and no time for my projects. But. If you know what I mean. -- I spent my morning thinking of some particular person. I don't think it is right. --
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING NOW! I WANT TO BUY UZAP TOO. I NEED A MONEY TREE! RAH!
Sweet loving escape.
11:40 AM
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