Sunday, November 28, 2004

Back from outing. Went for the interview and boy, kill me and I'll work there. The people there are like so cold, so unfriendly. Give me a break. Haha, went to PLaza Singapura to watch Taxi. Nice nice. Funny. Gosh. Haha, was looking at Classified while waiting for the show to start. Called one at Fareast and I'm going for interview tomorrow. After the show, I went to meet BJ at expo and came back to TP to meet kane. Going for an interview at expo tomorrow. Sheesh. I need a job badly. Just shitted and I'm feeling rather hungry. Haha. Oh wells. Ta.

Sweet loving escape.
1:13 AM

Saturday, November 27, 2004

It's Saturday today. Thursday was a mind wrecking day. I packed a HUGE bag of all my stuff to be brought over to the Hotel. I don't supposed I needed all those. Strangely, I just brought them. I never knew how to pack my bag. Ugh. It's just a night staying out and I brought the BIG bag. Gees. Oh wells, I left home with my sister and her boyfriend. The boyfriend is sweet to help me carry my bag. Ok, that is what most guys would do when they see a girl carrying a huge bag right? It's just that I haven't get such treatment for a long time. Sigh. Oh wells, back to Thursday. Took a cab down to central and ran to get hair spray and clips. Headed to the mrt to go over to Funan to meet gwen and min. Saw cass there. When I reached Orchard mrt, I realised I forgot to bring ID and the invitation card. How smart. I had to rush all the way back to my house. The lord wasn't helping. It was raining cats and dogs. Took a cab from central to my house, then from my house to the hotel. I was tired. Yes, real tired. My sister and her boyfriend brought my BIG bag to the hotel. Thanks peeps. Got to the hotel, rested. We finally got down to business and made our hair, out on the make up. We were late. Took a cab down to the ballroom. Jam. How exciting.Haha, oh wells, we reached the place as per normal. Saw dawn and took a picture with her. When we entered the ballroom. Gosh, we just couldn't stop taking pictures. Snap snap snap. Dinner took a long long LONG time to start. There were principal talk, this talk and that talk. I continue later. going to bathe. late. ta. watching taxi and going for interview. bye.
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back to continue. Anyway, we left halfway to smoke and talked. We then left early back to the room and headed to Angels. Saw poh and all at cheekys. Got back at 6. I'm too lazy to recall all the little details. I'm tired. Don't blame me. Haha. bye.

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11:45 AM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

First up,
happy birthday weizhen!
Today is my long awaited grad night! -smiles. Shopped till I dropped. I'm happy. Too damn happy. It has been so so so SO long since I last shopped! Watched The Incredibles yesterday too. Oh, did I mention I was out with my sister and my cousin? Met Gwen at 12(but I was late) at heerens. Headed towards centerpoint to Samsung to repair Gwen's phone. Went to Coffeeclub to sit and chat. Min joined up later and we walked to PS to meet Ju. Walked to parklane to thread our brows. Played arcade. I left early to meet my sister and cousin. Cine to eat. Then, the shopping started! We walked from heerens to Taka to Wisma to Tangs to Far East. Then from Far East to Wisma to Heerens to Cine. Then we finally sat down to watch the show. It was hilarous. Haha. I'm gone.

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1:37 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

I'm so supposed to be asleep right now. It's 9 am and I haven't slept a wink since last night. Yes, mugging through the night. But I decided that I need to catch some sleep before I have brain block like the other papers. Finally, it's the 23rd of Nov. Haha, Os are going to end in a few hours time. Why do I feel so happy and excited? Haha, it's normal girl. Oh my gosh. I'm going crazy. I'm talking to myself. Right now, grad night is flooding my mind. I'm so going to enjoy myself so much that night. Grad night first, then clubbing. Oh! Praise the lord! I hope that the paper is going to be easy today. I think the paper is arriving or has arrived in school already. I have the urge of charging in the the careers room to take a look at the paper. Haha. I think I'm mad. All the bio is killing me. I'm thinking about the digestive system right now. Ah! fertilization ,pollination. Oh gosh! I can't wait to write all these down on my exam script!! I really can't wait! I can't wait to go collect my school leaving cert. I can't wait to go to check in into the hotel room. I can't wait to see dawn. I can't wait to ENJOY! Haha. People are already enjoying and I'm still home, trying to sleep, waiting to go to school, waiting to conquer the paper! Ah!!! I'm so excited for everything. I just am. ------SMILESSSSSS.

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9:02 AM

Monday, November 22, 2004

Paper was alright. What can one expect out of the MCQ paper? Ugh, it's bio tomorrow. I haven't even started. I'm looking out for courses that I'm interested in. Found a few. -smiles. I'm looking for a job too. I'm going towards the sales sector. Kill me and I'll go to F&B line. Haha. You can't blame me for having such a bad experience before right? Oh wells. Don't bother. On the 23rd, I'll be rejoicing because Os have finally ended. On the 24th, I'll be going to school to collect my leaving cert. Then, I'll be going to shop for grad night. Yes, I know, last min. Oh wells. On the 25th, I'll be preparing for the night. On the 26th, I'll reach home and allow my body to break down onto the bed. On the 27th, I'll be going to look for a job. Hmm, maybe I should look for a job tomorrow after school. Haha, I'll decide later. Any idea how hectic my life would be these days? Oh wells, I'll pull through.. I know I will.. -smiles. I've pulled through a month of the most horrible days in my life. I'll survive this. Definately. Moreover, I'll be playing this time. Not studying. Ah ah!! I just can't wait for Os to end. I just can't!!! -smiles.

Sweet loving escape.
11:40 AM

Sunday, November 21, 2004

-stretch. -yawn. -rub eyes. - blow nose.
Haha, yes yes. I just woke up. It's 7.44pm now. I'm awake. It's not as if I slept throughout ever since last night. I woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon and fell back asleep at I don't know what time. Hmm, let's see. It's my mcq paper tomorrow. It's my biology paper the day after tomorrow. Of all things, they had to put my last paper, an afternoon paper. -grumbles. Haha, oh wells. Oh! Did I mention? My sister will be back here, at this apartment soon!!! My cousin is coming to stay overnight too!!! The three of us yet again!! I could only picture catching up and more catching up. ((: First up, I need to study first. I have yet to start on my bio. Why the hell do I feel that I'm screwed up big time? Hmm. Anyway, there is no way I'm going ITE. Just in case some people actually hope I'll enter ITE. If I'm going to do badly for my freaking Os, I'll just retake it. There is ENTIRELY no way I'm entering ITE, no matter what people say. I'm looking for a job already. People out there, who actually reads my blog, inform me about any job offers. I don't mind working full time actually, I might even consider working while studying after the release of the results. *note that I didn't say working while in the poly.* Oh wells, we'll see how it goes. For now, I can't wait for my sister and my cousin's arrival. (: ta.

Sweet loving escape.
7:43 PM


I fantasize about you coming back to my side.
I fantasize about all the sweet things that you'll do for me.
I fantasize about you.
I've been wishing for many miracles.
Wishing that somehow, my results won't be as bad I thought it would be.
Wishing that somehow, someday, you will be back.
I highly doubt my wishes will come through.
I desire about you being back.
I desire about having good results.
I desire about you.
I desire about you.
You hear me?
I highly doubt it.
Maybe, just maybe.
I'll allow you to hear my thoughts and desires.
I'll wait.
For the right time. For the perfect time.
If you read about this, please bear it in mind.
"I'm waiting for you."
When you're feeling down and out, bear this in mind.
"I'm here for you."
Do not say that no one is there to hear about your thoughts and complains.
Because I'm here.
-sighs.

Sweet loving escape.
1:15 AM

Friday, November 19, 2004

someone tell me about info-comm.

Sweet loving escape.
11:15 AM


A nerve somewhere near my heart twitched when I read things. This is not supposed to be. I can't control all these funny twitchings whenever I see or hear or read about you. Sigh, she ain't as great as I thought she was. So why on earth am I still clinging on. Two more papers. One mcq and one bio. Bio. Sigh. I don't know. Sigh. Ugh. I killed many angels. I really did. God's going to get real angry with me. Sigh. Opps. I'm sorry, I really am. Don't blame me for taking so long to get over that person. It's really hard. Maybe I don't love her anymore, maybe this current status is just a soft spot for her. No addition feelings though. Maybe. Maybe.
Accounts mcq today. I went to school at 7 plus for a 8-9 paper. Haha, feel so dumb. The paper was ok, I wouldn't say it was perfect because after the paper, I heard many mistakes. I refuse to think about all my past papers anymore. Hello? O's going to end. I'm going to enjoy. First up, I need loads of cash. Ugh. Work!

Sweet loving escape.
10:36 AM


pimple outbreak. ugh. tired. gon' sleep. nights.
abit of the paper. it was ok. ha. this is really ABIT. ugh.

Sweet loving escape.
1:04 AM

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Caught a view of eye candy. -smiles. Makes me wonder, if I need things like that to cheer me up. Things like that meaning, those faraway look, no touch, no contact. I highly doubt it. I'd love it if there's touch, there's contact. Sigh, she's someone who will never like me. Hey, take a look at me. Who will ever want me. Sigh. Probably, I was happy before that. But I didn't feel myself being happy. I know. It was that less than 2 hours sleep. It eased my mind off those rubbish papers and thought. I love sleeping. Why? Because sleeping brings me to a whole new dimension when whatever I want or dream for will come true. Sigh. I'm missing someone. I'm missing eye candy. (: No people, as I've said. She's an eye candy. In case any of you are thinking else where. Eye candy managed to put her away. Eye candy managed to take her away from my mind. Haha, and put herself in mine. Eeyur! -whines.

Sweet loving escape.
1:49 AM

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

I'm going ITE for good.
I'm grounding myself.
Distractions at the wrong time.
Who am I to blame.
MY FREAKING SELF.
For not having a strong will.
I FUCKING CAUSED THIS ON MYSELF.
I FUCKING DID.
I learnt that my eyes ain't dry today.
Tears still exist in me.
I HATE IT WHEN I'M CRYING OVER PAPER.
I HATE IT.
I REALLY DO.
WHY THE FUCK AM I CRYING OVER FREAKING SPILT MILK!?
WHY AM I ALWAYS LIKE THAT???
Life's over.
I'm grounding myself.
I'm going to retake fucking Os.
I'm wasting another FUCKING year.
I can't help it.
I'm DUMB.
I'm STUPID.
I DESERVE TO BE SHOT.
I DESERVE TO DIE OF A HORRIBLE DEATH BECAUSE I'M STUPID! FUCKING STUPID, FUCKING DUMB. SOMEONE FEEL FREE TO KNOCK ME DOWN. SOMEONE FEEL FREE TO STAB ME WITH A KNIFE STRAIGHT IN MY HEART. NO MATTER WHAT, WITH OR WITHOUT MY O's, I'M GOING TO DIE STUPID. DOES IT MAKE A DIFFERENCE? NO!


Sweet loving escape.
4:05 PM


Did not sleep. Germany, Allies, Alliance, China. Ugh. Kill me for history. Was supposed to go for a movie with Devon because fel said that I should catch a movie before my paper. Oh wells, that poor girl's having some gastric problem and she's tired. Oh wells, I can't force her to watch movie with me right? Plus I don't want to do that. Eh, I'm not evil ok. Headed to school at 8. Studied about Mao. Then I realised that I forgot my entry proof. AH! Like kill me? Gosh. I'm home now, checking movie timing. I'm planning to watch one on my own. Yes, deborah's a loner. Oh wells. Was planning to catch one at tp. Guess what? Engwah's website has got some problem. Ugh. I'm starting to feel tired already. I don't plan to sleep. I know that if I sleep, I'll probably sleep through my paper. Haha, no thank you! Can't afford to risk my Os. Hello? It's Os. Ugh. I'm not looking forward to the paper. I'm so not looking forward to anything except holidays. Sigh sigh. Can Os just end like NOW NOW? I'm playing loud music to wake me up now. Dance girl. You need to improve on your steps to go CLUBBING! Haha. Sis is coming back on the 21st! I'm so excited! ((: I miss her so so so much. Did I say that in my previous few entries? Haha. Oh wells, I can't help it if I really miss her right??? Sigh.. I miss that special someone too. Like she know. Like she care. Sigh.

Sweet loving escape.
9:36 AM

Monday, November 15, 2004

woke up at 6.
Dead.
It's my paper tomorrow.
Dead meat.
Gone.

Sweet loving escape.
6:43 PM


Had mushroom cheese. Yum. Packed mum's dinner too. Double yum. Studied at bj's house downstairs.. Went over to central to meet lerrick, nancy, devon and kane. Slacked. Talked. Laughed. I wouldn't say it was super duper fun. But it was rather fun. Kane left halfway. The rest of us just continued our boredom. Went to play pool later on. I played a game. I tried my best. Yes, bj cheated for me. Haha. Eh, I'm a beginner ok. Guess what? I won in the end. I'm proud of myself. That wasn't a gold victory, but it was still a victory ok. Devon got a upset over matters. Pool ended at 2. Kane came back. We went to 7-11 to get drinks and some munchies. (: The bungs went to talk to Devon. The normal girls, nancy and I chatted. The bungs came back. We chatted as a group. Kane left after her ciggie, bj and I left shortly after. The peeps(except kane) are going to the funfair tomorrow. I'm not joining them. They might be going coffeeclub too. I might be joining them then. -grins. It's been long since I last saw my eye candy ok. Don't blame me. Sigh, I miss that special someone. Guess what? That someone doesn't know and I don't plan to tell. Why? That someone has got someone else. Makes sense? It makes perfect sense to me, and it hurts a freaking lot. Trust me. It does. I don't understand why am I going through all these. I remember being so proud and promising friends that I would be over her in a month's time. I'm wrong. Dead wrong. Sigh. Nothing's new. Deborah's always wrong. One thing that I'm right about, I miss her. To the million bits. I really do.. Must things between us always be like that? I don't get it. Why the freaking hell is history repeating itself? I don't understand. Someone. Enlighten this lost soul.

Sweet loving escape.
4:00 AM

Sunday, November 14, 2004

I want to cry. My beautiful picture is gone. Yes. I don't know why, but I just can't view it. Now my blog seems so blank and empty. Sigh. Just kill me. I want a smoke like now now. Bitch bj just refuse to get out of her house. Bitch. Stay so near. I'm not asking her to go ALL THE WAY to Jurong to accompany me to smoke. Clay's missing. Maybe she's just too tired*again* to reply messages. Oh wells. Another boring day. Sigh sigh.

Sweet loving escape.
4:29 PM


I wonder why is my head so heavy.. Is it because I slept next to my history text? Haha. Maybe? -shrugs. -yawns. Amazingly, I finished using my mp3's memory already. I don't get it. Why so fast? hmm. Oh wells. Grandma, uncle, aunt, 2 cousins are at my house now. I'm being a bad host. I'm hiding in my bro's room. Sigh. Deborah's a bad girl. But Deborah just don't like entertaining adults or kids who are so young. Oh wells. I'm gone.

Sweet loving escape.
2:32 PM


I'm waiting for 1.30 to head towards the tv. I've got a show coming up. It's been so long since I last watched it. Gosh. Wonder what has become out it. Oh wells. Accompanied BJ to the doctor. Both of us were coughing like mad but I didn't see a doctor. I refused to see one. I haven't even finish my previous set of medicine. Ok, fine. I didn't eat my previous medicine. Haha. Oh wells. I just HATE eating medicine. I'd rather die than to eat those horrible medicine. Gosh. Bought for Jamie her bathing sand. Haha, I told my mum that I don't want to let Jamie bathe because her sand was running out. Haha. Two sick people(bj and I) then went to Pet Lover's Centre to get Jamie her sand. Bought waffle, bought yakult. Sat down somewhere to eat. Bought ciggies. My ever dearest father just needed to sleep. So we headed home. Haha. I came home and read my newly bought cleo. At about 11, I went downstairs to study. Came up at 12 thinking that my show was then. And guess what? The blardy show is at 1.30. I feel so dumb. So ultra stupid. Oh wells. Oh. Did I mention that I studied the wrong chapter of history? Adding to the statement. Deborah's stupid. So very stupid. Told mum that what if I can't make it for Os. She said that she don't have the spare cash to let me that private mass com and all. She said that I should then retake my Os. Sigh. I don't know. I've wasted a year. Can't afford to waste more. Sigh. I just don't have any confidence to do well for Os. Just don't have any. I'm just a piece of waste. Everyone have been proving this to me. Finally, I've come to terms with this. Deborah's a piece of rubbish. SomeTHING that is taking up space on earth. Sigh.

Sweet loving escape.
1:08 AM

Saturday, November 13, 2004

I'm dying. At home. I just refuse to get out of my brother's room. The computer misses me alot. I can't help it but the oblige. Haha. Ok. rubbish. I missed the syl performing this week. Thank god he's still in the competition. Haha. I feel so dumb voting for him when I didn't watch the performances. Maybe it was MY vote that saved him. Haha. Maybe maybe! Hmm. I packed my table yesterday. So this means that I can study at home. PROVIDED my parents are quiet enough. Haha. Oh wells. Let's talk about it later.

Sweet loving escape.
4:05 PM


-burp.
mahjong yesterday at win's house. Lost. Like shit. Haha, oh wells. But at least I was happy.
Watched the forgotten at Lido. Saw the macs. Heard those songs. sigh. It's over deb. Don't thinking about it. Sigh sigh. If only I can really just stop thinking about it. If only. Sigh. Ah. enough. Got home at 10 this morning. Slept at around 1. Woke up at 8. Woke up thinking about her. Sigh. Oh wells. Anyway, watched tv. Did everything except studying. Went over to lor 5 to eat my first proper meal of the day. I'm back here. Feeling bloated. Oh wells. I think I need to pee. ta.

Sweet loving escape.
2:17 AM

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Not studying. I'm dead. This puts me to wonder. How can I say that I'm dead and not put in any effort to salvage anything? Oh wells, I've been home at 3+ and yesterday 5. I'll be heading to mahjong tonight. At winona's house. With clay, yumin and obviously, win. Haha. I didn't want to go. But since clay say we'll be going coffeeclub. Hee. I'll make an effort to go. Haha, I'll be playing from I don't know what time till 6 in the morning. Sigh Sigh. I should really hit my books. I really should. Gosh.
Jie, if you happen to read this and wonder where the hell is my reply to your email, I'm telling you now. I haven't reply yet. Eh, I haven't been online long enough to reply to such a long mail. Haha, please wait with patience.

Sweet loving escape.
5:35 PM

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

I don't know what am I feeling right now. Just wanted to blog. Just want to write out everything I did. No feelings attached. No nothing. Just facts.
Was out with ju and co. to celebrate her birthday. Ate like a cow at the sushi buffet. Was so full. Went to play pool. After which, went to coffeeclub to chill. Head towards K box. Saw celest on my way to the toilet. Bj joined us for a couple of mins and we head towards coffeeclub. People joined us. Was supposed to meet kane and co. Kane told Bj the wrong location and we ended up not meeting them. Ended up at tiong bahru. Got home at 3.10. Slept till 5 this evening. Woke up feeling all so crazy. Felt so I dont know.

Sweet loving escape.
6:37 PM

Monday, November 08, 2004

current position: clay's house.
math paper 2 was bad. Real bad.
Ugh.
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Enough about the papers. Anyway, headed to eat with cass after the paper. My eyes are really pain the entire day. I'm afraid that I have a roach in my eye. eeks. Sigh, hope I'm not that unlucky huh? Anyway, saw a mini cake at emi cakes. Got it for kane. It's her -censored- day tomorrow. I don't understand. Oh wells, talking about birthdays, it's ju's birthday tomorrow too. Haha, going for some sushi buffet tomorrow. Can't wait can't wait. Can't wait for my birthday too! Haha. Going to have a break till 16 of Nov before my history paper. Os are ending. I'm looking for a job. I need to pay for my air tickets to perth. Hmm. Mum's going to sponsor a little. But I wonder how much. I highly doubt I can get that $500 from her. Sob. My papers have been so so so bad. Sob. Oh wells oh wells. Just hope I can make it to the course I want. Just hoping. hoping hard. That would be my birthday wish. What about yours the two birthday girls? Blow more candles. Because that would mean you can make so many more wishes! Haha.
Here are my wishes for my birthday(I can say it now right?):
Getting the $500 of course.
Getting into the course I want.
Being happy.
People around me to be happy.
Find my love.(not the marriage type yet though)
I think I'll continue to update about my wishes.
Think that's all for now. Clay's munching on her lunch. After which, we'll be down to our book. *again*. -grumbles.

Sweet loving escape.
3:13 PM


math day.
brain's dead.
this is a whatever day.
feeling so whatever.
i miss s*x.
anyone willing to be my partner for it?
just for one night.
I dont promise perfect skills.
but i promise to stay up for that one night.
sheesh.
sound so cheap.
just my stress relief.
just me.

Sweet loving escape.
2:41 AM

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Just got home from studying. Yes, brother's not home, that's why i can use the com. Oh well, he went out at 2am. Can't expect him to be home at 4 right? Haha, oh well. I'm having mushroom craving. -growls. Maybe I should make some mushroom to eat. Feel like eating. Feel like studying. Yes, you people are seeing things right. Deborah feels like studying. I can't get enough of the nutrition chapter of Bio. Haha, seems so related to me. If only I didn't need to pee, I would still be at my house void deck studying. Oh wells. Anyway, I got lost today. Haha, Yes. I got lost in Singapore. I so wanted to take a damn cab but guess what? I had to be broke at this time. Haha, so I was frantically looking for bus 56. The bus that heads towards toa payoh. Haha, was at sim lim square. Thought that my mp3 was spoilt. But in the end? It was the damn adapter that was spoilt. Haha, so I got lost near Sim Lim. Had to give a ring to miss teo(kane), to ask for directions. Haha, bet she was laughing at this blardy idiot. Oh well, everyone laughs at me. I don't actually mind though. At least I made them happy. Haha, ta for now. I really want to eat mushrooms. -gone.

Sweet loving escape.
4:25 AM

Friday, November 05, 2004

like i've said. I'll be back.
i'm feeling terribly alone.
this feeling's like shit.
like fuck.
pardon me people.
i'm feeling so ugh.
I feel that suddenly, i have the ability to murder someone.
who's that someone?
i dont know.
i dont want to know.
just in case.
if i know.
i might just storm up to that person and kill him/her.
i just want to die right now.
it's not helping that i'm coughing like mad.
ugh!
DYING!

Sweet loving escape.
4:10 PM


I feel like a pig. I slept at 10 last night, woke up at 2.30 this afternoon. Is this pig behaviour or what. Oh well, watched shark tale yesterday. :) It's hilarious. Haha, I might want to get the VCD/DVD when it comes out. Ah! My gosh. That shark! That shark that TURNED into a god knows what. Haha. That bloody Oscar. Ah! Haha, that 2 jellyfish!!! AH! Just kill me. Just kill me. :))))
Believe it or not. I'm staying home today. On a freaking friday. Please tell me I've got no life. Yes. I need to socialize. I so need to.
To you:
I'm not like you. I need love. I want love.
Oh well, Lets see. Maybe I'm in midst of my Os and I freaking need to study? Oh well, I guess I would study. Maybe later. Not now. Ta for now. Might be back later to ratter.

Sweet loving escape.
3:58 PM

Thursday, November 04, 2004

I wanted to say that I changed my template. But then again, isn't it obvious? Haha, anyway peeps. Please tag me as many times as possible. The board's ugly with just one tag. All my pictures are all together in a single link now. Feel free. I'll think of a way to notify visitors about any new pictures uploaded. Yups. People. Flood. my. board.

Sweet loving escape.
1:28 PM


Finally. A paper that made me smile a little. Finally. Math paper 1 today and it was fine. At least I could finish the paper. Yes, there were questions that I'm unsure about. Those were(luckily) the minority. :) Oh wellss. Happiness. Anyway, math paper 2 is on monday. I've got days to spare. I want to watch shark tale and princess diary 2. I want to watch that new police story thing. Anyone free? I don't wish to go alone.

Sweet loving escape.
10:58 AM

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

cried. after paper.
bad.
dead.
I'm going no where after Os.
I'm just so useless.
I'm just so stupid.
It's just blardy Os and I can't do it.
I should be in hell.

Sweet loving escape.
4:17 PM

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

shit. i feel terrible. I just did the worst thing yesterday. I malign someone. terrible. terrible.

Sweet loving escape.
10:29 AM

Monday, November 01, 2004

Disappointed. Totally. Sigh.

Chinese paper was sucky. *as usual*. After paper 1, went to eat the yellow noodles with gwen, zhen, ju and cass. went for a smoke after which. Heaven. :) Bitch a little, caught up a little. So glad to have such a bunch as my friends. :) After paper 2. Cass and I went home. Raining. Got drenched like shit. Oh well. Got home and bathed. Here I am online, feeling disappointed. Sigh.

Sweet loving escape.
4:50 PM
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