I want to get to know you. I really want to. Time is draining my crush out for you. I don't want to. The thought of you kept my life alive for a period of time. I don't want my life to be stagnant again.
I really want to know you..
Sweet loving escape.
1:52 AM
Monday, February 27, 2006
Just got home from a Toa Payoh gathering. Haha. I've been sleeping at 4 am every night recently. I think I should start changing my sleeping timetable before my body gets used to the timing and I'm going to have some sleeping disorder when school reopens. I'm thinking of joining Jujitsu. The first payment plus Gee/Gi(no idea how this is spelt) is about $122. I think it's reasonable. But the thought of getting myself slammed every now and then is giving me second thoughts. Haha. Since I've joining the FMS society, and am planning to join NRA next sem, I think I'm packing my timetable too much to handle an outside activity. Everything boils down to time management. Haha. The advantage of joining Jujitsu is that no one can bully me the moment I master the skills. Hahaha. *evil grin. I'm planning to go to work tomorrow(or rather later) at the opening time. Of which I forgot the time of opening. I suppose it's at 11, so I'm just going to wake up in time to reach at 11. The thought of waking up to get the stupid bus puts me off. But the thought of waking up and earn about 50 bucks a day pushes me to move on. Haha. I need the money. I think I need retail therapy soon. Haha. I'm getting used to being single, or rather I'm already used to it. I'm like having crushes here and there. Haha. Not that being attached does not give you that offer of liking someone here and there. But you know(whoever is reading) what I mean. This is a blog I can write anything in right? No restrictions to what i write. In case some passerby decides to comment on my blog, please do take note that this is afterall a personal blog and that I have every rights to type anything I like here. Although this is on a public assessed internet, I'm not publicly assaulting anyone in here so it's ok. (This portion is on no personal attack, just a general comment.) I think it's time for me to say goodnight to my fellow readers. Haha. I've got an early day tomorrow.
Sweet loving escape.
4:05 AM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
I'm super bored at home. I can memorise all the VCDs I have at home. I'm thinking of heading down to central later to borrow some discs to watch. In short, I'm just bored.
Sweet loving escape.
4:45 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
why is blogger in chinese?
Yesterday marked the end of Sem 2 for me! All assignment handed up. Everything is settled. Rejoiced at Zouk with the usuals in class. TY, Eddie, Jia, Don, Nic(here and there), Ron, Belle, Daryl. Had fun and laughter with all. I met Poh, Lorraine, stef M. and ling at Zouk too. Haha. Met WeiZhen too. It's shocking to see all of them. I mean, it's a small world! Haha. Oh well. I saw this cute guy, his name is Eysham I think. I met him as the other talent while helping my friend out in his drama production. I saw him there at Zouk. I think he's cute. Haha. C seems faraway. The next time I'm probably going to see him is on the 18th of March when they will be going to perform so I might be heading down to watch. Fredy said he might help me. Haha. It's a crush. Just a major crush that won't lead me anywhere.
I'm starting work on Monday. Time to make some money. I think I better go at opening to make up for the loss these two weeks. At least I would be able to have some cash on hand to last me next month. Haha. Oh well.
I woke up at 6-7pm this evening since last night. I think I'm crazy. My period is making me sick. I'm down with a bad throat and a slight cough. *grumbles. I hate to be sick.
Sweet loving escape.
11:09 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
I'm going through crazy days of my life.
Every sem, I have to go through this shit. Last sem was all about Writcom and Editing. Now, I have to f*cking think about bloody CG. To make things worse, I'm taking CG next sem. Haha. How smart. Please, someone out there.. Pray for my brain to be CGfied. haha! I'm crazy moving things along this axis that axis, resizing everything. I haven't even started animating!!!! HAHA!! EXTREME SMART!!!! (I'm sorry for the crazy typing. This is what Softimage do to people.) Anyway.. I saw that he logged in. Yet he did not reply my message. I really really really want him to be there on Friday. Really.. A reward for me surviving everything? I'm going crazy thinking about him. Why? Why like that!!! I need a long rest. ):
Sweet loving escape.
8:17 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
I make these sushi today. I also bought this salmon piece and ate sashimi. My stomach's not feeling well now. Haha. I think I'm going to have food poisoning. Die.
I want to see you to let you eat!!
I think I'm going crazy thinking about --. Haha. I need a smoke.
Sweet loving escape.
12:43 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
you made my heart beat faster.
(:
Sweet loving escape.
5:47 AM
Friday, February 17, 2006
I'm freaking out at this moment. I have a recording in school in about 13.5 hours later. It is less than a DAY! My gosh. What if something screw up? What if I can't wake up? Shit load of shit. It's officially the last day of my first year in Ngee Ann. I might not be seeing the same faces next sem. I'm so going to miss some people. ): I've chosen to take Computer Graphics for my stream. Get ready to see Deborah hairless! Haha. Just a couple more projects left and I'm done for this sem. (: I went to rent DVD from videoezy today after school for my Intro to film assignment. I ended up buying "House of Wax". Then I headed down to Toa Payoh Central to meet up with kane and juan for dinner. Or rather, they came down to accompany me eat and in return I accompanied kane for doctor. I went to a nearby VCD shop in hope to find Coyote Ugly(The one I've lost a few years back). I did not managed to find it at first and I got Army Daze instead. But I decided to continue to look for Coyote Ugly and asked the sales assistant. Haha. And I got it!!!! (((: I came home today with two rented dvd and three vcd. I'm all ready for home alone 4! Haha.
My sister will be going back to perth at 1am tomorrow morning. I'll be meeting mor and co. at Devils after that. I hope everything goes well. Saturday will be a Sushi day and CG day. I hope everything goes well again. Sunday is a DVD marathon day as well as completing of my assignment due on Monday. Monday will be taking of pictures for my photography. Between monday to friday will be a day to compile my photograhy as well as finish up my CG.
I hope everything goes well. (:
Sweet loving escape.
12:24 AM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
What's the point of helping others when you're not appreciated. When you are taken for granted by every single human. "This is your prob." "This has got nothing to do with me." It's all about joanne now. May all the misfortune bestow upon you. I agree. You're fucked up. You are a fucked up friend. Everything is your fault. You caused all this upon me. I will stay out of your life. I don't want to be part of a fucked up person's life. You said you put in the effort to try, how much is the effort.
Good friends. My ass.
Sweet loving escape.
1:03 AM
THE ONE
deborah
bisexual
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