Got my pay!
Bonus included.
(:
Feel like buying tickets for my parents to watch a concert.
(:
I'm hungry.
I'll love anyone who buys me food now.
NOW!
-grumbles.
Sweet loving escape.
11:25 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
I want to be healthy.
I want to join some classes to make me healthy.
I am going to pay for it MYSELF.
I will not skip any lessons.
-smiles.
I don't know what to join.
Since I'm paying it myself, I need to think about the cost of the lesson.
No, no dance classes.
I don't wish to dance.
I will talk to my boss.
Sweet loving escape.
2:27 AM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
ah!
I'm coughing my heart away.
I'm coughing my lungs out.
I'm coughing till i die.
Sweet loving escape.
11:35 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
Life can never be so swift for me.
Company puts trust in me and they are passing me a set of keys tomorrow.
-smiles.
Boss is treating me so nicely.
Asking me to eat my medicine.
Eye candy helps me to wash my little medicine cup.
But somehow, I'm still not quite contented.
Yes.
I'm greedy.
I've always been.
Just this once.
Just once more.
I promise I'll be good after that.
I know it's a little late for a christmas wish but still I'm searching out for Santa and asking for a dear favor.
-
Dear Santa,
I haven't been the exact good girl I'm supposed to be this year(or rather last year), but Ipromise, I'm learning. I learning to tame my temper down. Santa, I just need you to grant methis one little wish.
That probably you'll send dear miss or mr cupid down to me. and eye candy.
This may be a difficult one for you santa, but if it's possible, I'll be the happiest child on earth.
Santa, I'm counting on you.
Your child,
Deborah
-
Sigh, I hope today is not too late for a christmas wish.
I yearn to be in the arms of this oh-so-cute eye candy.
Is it possible?
If my boss is able to see my feelings for eye candy, why can't he?
Sweet loving escape.
11:14 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
-yawns.
I'm sorry cousin for backing out of our plans at the very last min. I'm just not feeling so good about my health and blah.
--
Work was boring. No business. This can't go on.. It'll affect my commission you know. People, please visit me at my workplace and buy at least a protective cover or earpiece for your phones. Help your poor friend earn some money. Haha. I'm wondering if I'm having a fever. I hope not. I'll be extremely weak if I have fever. Although I'm feeling slightly weak now, I don't wish to feel totally weak. Because I can't see my eye candy if I'm too weak to work you know. (ok, do I make sense?)
-
The feeling of liking someone is full of joy and excitement.
The feeling of liking someone who would never know is a mixture of joy and sorrows.
Is it true? I think so.
--
'out.
Sweet loving escape.
9:22 PM
I caught the bug.
Current status: sick.
Down with a slight cough, sore throat, FLU.
ugh.
-smiles.
Eye candy invented a drink for me to drink for my throat.
-smiles.
A drink never tasted so good.
This is the highlight of the day: My boss asked me what am I doing on Valentine's Day. As usual, I just made a couple of statement regarding how I'm going to stay home on that night. Then he asked if I was sure. I said there is no one to go out with. Then he commented: You can ask Andi(eye candy) what. This is scary. I'm starting to wonder if it's getting obvious. But I highly doubt it.
-smiles.
Found him on friendsters. I just want to be so happy.
-grins.
Sweet loving escape.
1:50 AM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Excitment fall upon me. -smiles. Eye candy just want to be so cute. (:
Working was hilarious today. My boss called me a dirty fellow.
Said I went out stealing last night.
Said I brushed my teeth and didn't throw those white foam out.
Blah blah.
Fun fun fun.
I hope no one spoils my mood tonight.
I'm hungry.
Anyone up for supper?
Sweet loving escape.
10:23 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
Sheesh. He's cute! Haha. But he's taken. He smiled at me. I melted. Just kill me. I'm not talking about the eye candy at my workplace. I'm talking about some guy who always walk by my shop, down by cake history and buy some bread, heading towards the drink stall to get a drink. A guy who is cute with his shades on. The style is there. Goodness.
Eye candy asked me out on Saturday. My heart just want to beat so damn fast. -smiles. Ended up not meeting though. Due to some change of plans.
Went shopping and bought little. Little yet expensive. Sheesh. This is bad.
I want to go out on Valentine's Day. I don't want to work and come home straight. Sobs. Oh wells.
Sweet loving escape.
11:15 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Home from town. Late for work again(as usual). Sigh. It's so irritating. Every single one out there is freaking taken. Bleah. Whatever. Remembered that Valentine's day is like one month's time. Am bunking home that night. Sucks. Unless a miracle happens. Unless this unless that.
-
Work was alright. Not so bad. Had my fun share of laughter. -smiles. There were things for me to do. I weren't bored. I'm receiving my commission tomorrow. A whole hundred bucks. Slipping into my bank account. -smiles. I'm broke. Oh wells. Anything. Went ahead to town to meet Poh, Dp, Clay, Win. I feel like a 10000 W bulb. Do you feel it too? Haha, I kindna feel it. Oh wells.
-
I'm out.
Sweet loving escape.
3:26 AM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Day was fine. I guess.
-went to work.
-dad fetched me.
-bored at work.
-eye candy is over at indo.
-the cute guy I've been looking at walked by a couple of times.
-they(he and his friends) speak in a language i cannot understand.
-it's malay.
-Ended work.
-went to meet Joanna(kane's sister) and visited her mum.
-sat to drink a bowl of soup and chatted.
-felt weird at her place.
-i didn't even dare to sit on her bed.
-i'm sorry. it's just weird.
-i'm tired of covering things up.
-i'm exposing everything tonight.
-met moreena.
-met kane and her friend. -can't even be bothered to say hi.
-bounced on her archives.
-pinch of sadness.
-pinch of happiness.
-why?
-memories are there.
-i saw the way we drifted.
-elaborate further next time.
-shopping would be on sunday.
-i'll arrange with people.
-bursary is in my bank.
-heaven.
-i'm out.
Sweet loving escape.
1:08 AM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Bro wants to sleep soon. Got to hurry through this.
Got two new hamster. On friday.
Brought them out on a excursion(is this how to spell it?).
Brought them out to town, for two movies, for clay's birthday celebration, for the whole night out. Bet they so enjoyed themselves with their pretty cage and wheel and a mini house in it.
Sound good? I'm getting them an extension to connect to my previous double storey cage. It's going to be a palace for them.
No, Jamie is not neglected. I'm getting her a whole new cage. For her to behave like a monkey. She's climbing all over like some cute like thing hanging herself upside down and dropping down, flat on her fats on her back. Haha..
Went shopping. Fruitless.
Treated mom to crystal jade. Flat broke.
Watched London Voodoo. Scared.
Late for work on sunday. Shop was all opened at 1215. It's unusual. Because it's my boss's mum who opened it.
Today is day 2 working with boss's mum.
Predict I'll get shit tomorrow from boss. Tons of mistake from today's account.
Lord, save my soul.
-
I wish; I pine; I yearn; I'd perish; For love. -
No. I'm not taking just anyone.
I'm looking for the one.
Sweet loving escape.
1:02 AM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Sweet loving escape.
11:16 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Happy Birthday Clay!
Tanning today. At where? Bishan Street 22. Haha, I couldn't help it. I realise just how WHITE am I. The sun was good, Boss had yet to reach, so I sat in the open and got a little tan. Haha, but I highly doubt it worked.
Today is Miss clay's birthday. Happy birthday girl. Oh wells, we'll meet up on Friday to go enjoy ok? Haha. I've got nothing much to blog much today. Just the same as every other day. It's just work, work and more work.
Oh, did I mention that I'm broke already? Yes, within such a short period of time. Haha, oh wells. I'm off to have my chicken wings. Ta.
Sweet loving escape.
11:10 PM
THE ONE
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