I GOT INTO FILM,SOUND AND VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my gosh! i just want to faint right now. I'm so happy. first, mum got me a new camera. then i got into film sound video. i wonder what's next. but it's ok.. i think i'm already on the verge of getting high blood pressure awaiting all these new happenings. i know what's third! i'll be receiving my commission tomorrow! i'll be able to enter the posb bank yet again. shopping shall come soon too. my gosh my gosh!!!!! - did i mention that today is the 1 week anni of me not smoking? haha. I'm so proud of myself!!!! i'm so happY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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12:38 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
i got into info-com. i don't even know what is it. fuck. please let me get into fsv.
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10:13 AM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Went for the entrance examination. I totally wrote crap. Ugh. I hope the examiner likes crap though. Haha. I'm so scared. I hope I get shortlisted for the interview and then get chosen into the course. My gosh. Everyone just pray for me. - Mum bought me 2 pairs of shoes yesterday. One converse and the other nike. I feel so happy. But guess what? I can't wear it. Haha. She say I can only use it when my school starts. What if I don't get to go to school? Shit. - Anyway, I got lost today. Was at NP after the test. I was heading towards bishan and I've got no freaking idea how I should ever get there. Haha. Met michelle there so we went to kap together since she's meeting her friend and I need to go there to take a bus. We took a I-can't-remember-the-number bus. So instead of going to kap, we turned towards clay's house. We alighted at the petrol station and chit chatted all the way till kap and I went to take 157. I saw mac richie and alighted. Knowing that I can take 162, I crossed the over head bridge and waited for 162. The weather was freaking hot by the way. Finally, after trying so hard with no successes to read the damn board, 162 came. I decided to ask the driver whether he was heading towards bishan. Guess what. He said it was the OTHER side. I almost fainted. Crossed back, thinking to myself how stupid I am. So I headed to work. - Gone.
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1:29 AM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
-yawns. I can't see my doobleboard on my blog. I decided to change. Oh wells. It's saturaday tomorrow. The results of the shortlisted people for Film, Sound and Video(FSV) would be out tomorrow. Sigh sigh. I'm freaking scared. I just hope that I would be able to enjoy the whole of tomorrow. Maybe I should try now, since it's after 12 alright. I suddenly miss clubbing. But miss clay is broke. Oh wells, got to wait till next month I guess. (: Work has been fine. This guy at my workplace cooked for me pepper crab yesterday. The crab was yummy. I don't mean to be mean, but I don't like him to a tiny winy bit. Even if it meant that he cooks well. Haha. I'm a food person. I'm a changed person too. I go for chemistry now. Just in case anyone recalls, I didn't bother about feelings in the past. As long as that person treats me fine and I at no lost, I don't think twice about entering a relationship. Haha, oh wells, I've changed. I am proud of myself. I'm hungry. Gone to eat.
Sweet loving escape.
12:35 AM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
It's been long since I came along with a proper update. Here goes. Got my O levels results and I swear it sucks. I could only blame myself for the lack of self control though. I had to admit that I was really distracted at that point of time and could only think of certain things. But I don't blame that particular person though. Everything comes and goes. That how things work. No point grumbling about how things went in the past and my results. Headed straight to NP after collection of results to register for Film, Sound and Video. Had the worst conversation with my mum. She wanted me to apply for business related course and I wanted to work with either machines or people but NEVER numbers. Went to bed with the worst mood ever. It's all work. -- A mishap happened a few days ago. Jamie(my hamster), passed away. She was with me for 8 months. She was about 1 month odd old when I got her together with DJ. Dj died not too long after he arrived at my house. Jamie died the same way and Dj a few days ago. I never felt so broken before. I felt attached to Jamie. I'm not fated to keep any hamsters. I'm waiting for this current hamster's time to pass. Then probably no more pets. Maybe those stupid pigs kane/jocelyn told me about. Not now I guess. --
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1:04 AM
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