I'm currently facing the field waiting for daryl to start his game. My blog has been pretty inactive these few days. Busy is the word. I hardly have time to meet up with clay and all. The things that have been my companion these days are my labtop and the editing computers(known as matrox) and my precious textbooks (of which i don't use much). My results have been failing. This is damn cocked up. Lucky for me.. I've got projects to help me. Game ended. Daryl's team lost 1-0. He fell twice. That boy must be feeling damn shit. He wasn't feeling well in the morning already. And he never felt good about this game. He proved me right. Oh well. that's all for now.
Sweet loving escape.
8:40 AM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
you weren't there when i needed you the most. i needed a shoulder to cry on. i needed someone there. you were no where to be found. classmates were there for me. friends were there. you? lost. total lost. when i'm calmed down, i tried to call. but no. no answer. no point continuing anything. a pile of tissue lay beside me. i cried for about 2 hours. where were you? even someone who isn't close to me showed care. don't you know i needed that the most? lost. everything will become history. yes. history. for real. bye green man. bye for good. we'll be friends. but some time later. wait till dust settle. wait till i'm free. but will i ever be free? no. not anytime soon.
bye.
Sweet loving escape.
2:04 AM
THE ONE
deborah
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