First of all, I'm in a all depressed mood. I feel like suddenly all my happiness is taken away. (Do I sound like I just broke up? Haha.)
1.
Brazil Lost. My dearest, they lost. Because of their coach, because of lousy defense, because they are too confident. WHY! Why mus their previous coach go over to port.? Brazil lost because of the coach. My heart bled. Honestly, no kidding. Too emotional over a match I know, but through this World Cup, I've grown and learnt about soccer as much as I can because of Brazil. Now that Brazil did not make it to the Semi-finals, I shall not catch the others maybe till the finals. One thing for sure, I will not bet. I will not bet for anyone else but Brazil and people playing on the same day as Brazil. I await for four years later before watching my ol' Brazil playing again. They shall re unite and play as a whole in a much better form. They will. I know they will.
2.
Because of the late match last night, I was lack of sleep today. It's been a long time I made such mistake at work. My mood is totally affected. I'm mourning for Brazil. The customers that came during closing pissed me off TOTALLY. Can't you just buy and go? Must you ask so many stupid questions and cause my awful headache? Must you ask so many question and make me lose my concentration? I'm in a bad mood today.
3.
Both my IBM and MAC ran out of region changes. All thanks to my ever dearest brother. I cannot watch Kubrick's films because of this. Fuck. I'm utterly pissed. I feel like crying.
4.
I feel extremely lonely today. If I were to fall ill, who were to look after me? Who were to be by my side taking care of my little needs? Parents will think I'm old enough to look after myself. Who will treat me like their little one? Pampering me like there's no tomorrow? Taking care of me like a phobia of me dropping a strand of hair? I'm upset.
5.
Tomorrow's Jap test better go well. I will really cry if it doesn't. I will freak out.
6.
My throat has started to itch. Here comes my sickness trail. Someone come look after me. Someone please arrive. Someone who will love me more than I love him/her. Someone please come and walk me through this time. I will be forever grateful.
7.
Amanda Chia and Guo Mei Jun will be under my curse list. I will constantly say evil things when I think about things or some time to spare. I'll be glad if people start turning away from you one by one. Because I know how it feels to have people turning away from me. I will not be nice to sympathize with you. Why should I when you don't bother about my feelings before you open up your blardy rotten mouth? Therefore, no sympathy will be given/rewarded.
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love.