Up at this time of the night. I've got nothing to say. Busy doing my Pro Plan and I just went for a smoke. I'm still far from being done. But I'm still hanging on. Just my life. 2 of my final project is about to be done soon. Just one more day of my shoot and I should be done. (: Hopefully I'll be done with proplan tomorrow too. Hopefully. Then I'll be able to concentrate on editing and animation. (: Soon, before I know it, I'll be able to enjoy my holidays(hopefully). Holidays would be packed with work and hopefully driving. I've got loads to do and I don't foresee any proper break. 2 tests next week. I wonder why I'm already in the holiday mood. Haha! I need help in my proplan. I don't understand a few things. Broke is how I'm feeling now. Hope Chinese New Year would do me some good. (: May the money come rolling in. May I feel happy yet once again. Girl and I have been really tired recently because we try to spend as much time with each other as possible. At the expense of our sleep. Haha! How smart. - I want to enjoy my life to the fullest but school is stopping me from do that. UGH!
Sweet loving escape.
2:46 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
So many things on my mine but I know it's personal. So personal that I feel that it should now be in my blog. But it's killing me not telling or showing someone. But I know only a few people should know and some people MUST not know. omg. So contradicting. I think she's gorgeous. It makes me a little jealous thinking everything's so perfect for her. Her coping well with things and etc. Feel lousy comparing myself to her. Feel super lousy. Shoot is tomorrow and I'm short of a host. How sweet. Fuck. UGH. 5 final projects on hand. FIVE. Kill me now. Just freaking kill me.
Sweet loving escape.
11:22 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
I had a new hair cut and it's officially short. Haha! I still think the hairstyle is cute. I meant the hairstyle, not me. Haha! I'm currently in class and I'm shit bored. My shoot is screwing up day by day and I have no idea how to go about doing everything. How about me feeling lousy about me being a producer. Perhaps I'm just not up to it. Perhaps. ): I'm hungry and I think I deserve it. I faintly remembered that my mother told me there were some bread there in the kitchen left for me. I did not take it on purpose because I thought I should miss a couple of meals. Haha! I don't think I should be laughing so much recently now that I've been having so many hiccups in my schoolwork. Even up to forgetting some assignment deadline. Perhaps I'm going to fail this sem afterall. I thought to myself at the beginning of the sem that I'm going to work hard and this sem would be different from the rest. Ya. It would be, I'll be failing. Emo start for the day all because of a bad trip I had at the overhead bridge at my house. Ugh. EVERYDAY IS A BAD DAY.
Sweet loving escape.
10:45 AM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
It's been busy for me. Calling and emailing tons of theatre people. Thrust me, I feel like killing myself. Only a few more weeks to end of school and all my final projects have either not started or not completed. Either ways, it's BAD. Been going out alot too. I'm lazy to blog for now. Started off feeling happy about blogging and now I'm lazy. Haha! So I guess another time.
Though I have to admit it's pretty late to set new year resolutions, but I figured that since I never exactly really had any, I might as well start with this year.
1: Attend school with no more than 5 non valid absence. 2: Save money for 'rainy' days 3: Get some shopping done for a nice little change of my wardrobe. 4: Get more production jobs to enhance my resume. 5: Lose weight is a plus point.(dream weight: 50kg.) 5A: To be able to step onto a weighing machine. 6: To be more self groomed. 7: My dream - Quit Smoking
There's a reason why I feel I should blog my new year resolutions. Simply because I know I would not keep to it and I feel the need to be constantly reminded and pushed. Let's hope that when it comes to 31/12/2007, I will feel proud of my achievements. (:
Sweet loving escape.
12:54 AM
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