- I've Passed my TP!!!!!! Like finally. On first attempt!! weewooweewoowee!!! The experience was freaky. I took like a zillion years to start up the car because I was freaking out because of the heavy shoulder pads officer. I had him sitting there waiting for me to start up the car. Apparently, I haven't started the engine yet, but I started the air con already. So I thought everything was fine and I wanted to head out. BUT! I couldn't!! I tried and I tried. I even release the clutch and was wondering so hard how come the engine didn't stall? It took me quite some time later to finally decide to restart the engine. Then. The nightmare appeared. I had to leave my gear at gear 1 when I restarted the engine. The car went forward but thankfully, my reaction was fast and I quickly stepped on the brake. I refuse to think of what will happen. I think if I didn't managed to step on the brake fast enough, I would have failed even without taking the test. Then I went ahead with the test and was freaking out throughout. He raised his voice at me though. When I was heading back. He asked me to turned back into school and since I've been frightened for the last 45 mins, I said ok REALLY softly. He obviously didn't hear and he said " UNDERSTAND NOT?!" I was like omg. Kill me now. I must have failed failed failed! But anyhow, I passed. - School's been a terror for me. With like ten thousand workload on my hand. I feel like I'm going to collapse soon. I feel like I never had the chance to rest ever since school start. Not even week 1. Week one perhaps, for a while. But ever since then, no. No resting at all. Not even a bit. I want to kill the school so much I feel like strangling myself. I want to play so hard I forget who I am. Please, let me go through these horrible 3 weeks before I get to rest. ):
Sweet loving escape.
6:22 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
It's been like a zillion years since i last blogged but wth. One of the main reason why I'm blogging now is that this is for the benefit of my sister. To allow her to get my updates which is going to be so boring. Oh well.
School's been crazy. I've got a like a zillion things coming up. Since I'm the Producer for my AFP 1 and with my shoot coming up next week, it's the obvious thing that I'm busy now. I'm currently looking for extras for my shoot hopefully for free. I'm also trying to look for Make up Artist who is willing to do it for free too! (: Free free free. Why? Because we've got no money to freaking pay for everything. Though it's only week 5 of the school's sem, I feel like I'm drained out. With no interest in going to school to attend class, I really wonder why people say that being in school is so much better than working. I'd work rather than school. ):
Today I feel so lousy I feel like running away from everything. I detest going for class. I detest hearing the word AFP/Studio. These are the turn off for me. To think I'm starting on the research work for my Regional. That's just purely because my presentation is on week 8 and week 8 is a killer week for me. UGH! I really don't want to go to school anymore! I really don't want any projects. I just want to graduate now. ):
Sweet loving escape.
2:16 AM
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