It's not that I have too much money and I decided to change the laptop. It's because I lost my laptop or rather I'm convinced that someone stole my laptop. That explains the new laptop and all. I so prefer my Powerbook G4. I so miss it. If only someone would return it to me. If only. ): -- Anyhow, I celebrated my 20th birthday this weekend. I have yet to receive the pictures I've taken so ya. People, please send it to me. Once I received the pictures, I'll upload them.
Here are the pictures that I used the inbuilt webcam to take. (: A little camwhore for a new laptop!
Sweet loving escape.
2:54 AM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
A couple of things to be updated :
- I've Passed my TP!!!!!! Like finally. On first attempt!! weewooweewoowee!!! The experience was freaky. I took like a zillion years to start up the car because I was freaking out because of the heavy shoulder pads officer. I had him sitting there waiting for me to start up the car. Apparently, I haven't started the engine yet, but I started the air con already. So I thought everything was fine and I wanted to head out. BUT! I couldn't!! I tried and I tried. I even release the clutch and was wondering so hard how come the engine didn't stall? It took me quite some time later to finally decide to restart the engine. Then. The nightmare appeared. I had to leave my gear at gear 1 when I restarted the engine. The car went forward but thankfully, my reaction was fast and I quickly stepped on the brake. I refuse to think of what will happen. I think if I didn't managed to step on the brake fast enough, I would have failed even without taking the test. Then I went ahead with the test and was freaking out throughout. He raised his voice at me though. When I was heading back. He asked me to turned back into school and since I've been frightened for the last 45 mins, I said ok REALLY softly. He obviously didn't hear and he said " UNDERSTAND NOT?!" I was like omg. Kill me now. I must have failed failed failed! But anyhow, I passed. - School's been a terror for me. With like ten thousand workload on my hand. I feel like I'm going to collapse soon. I feel like I never had the chance to rest ever since school start. Not even week 1. Week one perhaps, for a while. But ever since then, no. No resting at all. Not even a bit. I want to kill the school so much I feel like strangling myself. I want to play so hard I forget who I am. Please, let me go through these horrible 3 weeks before I get to rest. ):
Sweet loving escape.
6:22 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
It's been like a zillion years since i last blogged but wth. One of the main reason why I'm blogging now is that this is for the benefit of my sister. To allow her to get my updates which is going to be so boring. Oh well.
School's been crazy. I've got a like a zillion things coming up. Since I'm the Producer for my AFP 1 and with my shoot coming up next week, it's the obvious thing that I'm busy now. I'm currently looking for extras for my shoot hopefully for free. I'm also trying to look for Make up Artist who is willing to do it for free too! (: Free free free. Why? Because we've got no money to freaking pay for everything. Though it's only week 5 of the school's sem, I feel like I'm drained out. With no interest in going to school to attend class, I really wonder why people say that being in school is so much better than working. I'd work rather than school. ):
Today I feel so lousy I feel like running away from everything. I detest going for class. I detest hearing the word AFP/Studio. These are the turn off for me. To think I'm starting on the research work for my Regional. That's just purely because my presentation is on week 8 and week 8 is a killer week for me. UGH! I really don't want to go to school anymore! I really don't want any projects. I just want to graduate now. ):
Sweet loving escape.
2:16 AM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I am so bored I've decided to blog. My blog's been some dead being living in the cyber world awaited for someone to click in and blog or read. Anyhow, it's seems long that I've had a day home like today. I'm complaining though. Even though it's a good thing that I have some me time at home, but I can't help being bored. I'm such a terror. - Anyhow, the latest happenings in my life. I've received my timetable for this sem. I've started work at Aquafire. I'm going to start my driving once again. I think I'm going to die. Firstly, I've heard from a ZILLION people how tough my this semester is going to be. I have entirely no idea of such happenings before I accepted the job at Aquafire. So basically, I'm kindna screwed. Secondly, before I accepted the job at Aquafire, I did think about school. But thinking that it's going to be roughly the same amount of workload as compared to my previous working experience, I thought that it wouldn't harm since a friend of mine introduced me. HOWEVER, I was so wrong. The workload is more than twice of the previous job and I'm starting the horrible semester of the school term. Plus, I've packed myself with driving since my TP date is on the 22 off Nov. So naturally, after spending so much money on this shit, it's ridiculous that I should give up on my driving. So. I've yet once again killed myself the 3rd time this holidays. Thankfully, my tuition is over so at least some load has been loaded off. But I just feel like killing myself. - I just need a shopping spree. Give me my money!! ):
Sweet loving escape.
5:55 PM
Friday, September 28, 2007
I miss my friends. Not my frequently-meeting friends. But friends from school. Both schools. I just miss them.
People.. If you guys happen to read this (which I highly doubt), meet up soon ok?
Sweet loving escape.
2:44 AM
Monday, September 24, 2007
Here I am, another sleepless night. Only this time, it'll be worse. I'm starting work and I need to be in office at 10am. THIS MORNING. In about a few hours time. Freak. It's not as if I have a choice, I just can't sleep. To make matters worse, I am hungry. I kindna hope AJ would wake up for a breakfast with me. Ugh. I highly doubt it though. Life's been pretty dark lately. I mean it literally. When I'm up, it's dark. When I head to bed, I get to see a little sunlight but hardly and I'll sleep before the sun actually comes up. When I actually see bright daylight, it would mean that the drilling sounds woke me up and I'll just grab my pod and play it to sleep. Other than that, it's pretty much all the light I get. Oh. Someone please turn my body clock back. I am kindna happy for this job. It'll turn my body clock back so that I'll be able to start school with a healthy body. Ok. Partially healthy. Minus out the cigs and I'll be fine. (: I've seen a little of my timetable. It's not fully updated yet but I'm hoping for early knock off most of the days so that I can spend my time on driving and work. Oh please update it asap so that I can change my timing well enough before my TP date. Please please please. I think this first half of the sem will be killed because of work and driving. Oh well. I really need to sleep but I really can't. Any remedy?
Sweet loving escape.
5:34 AM
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